ITS BEEN A WHILE!!!
Wow, I haven't updated this journal in almost 2 months. I am almost done with summer and so much has happened. I do not know what to say or where to start. I guess i will just say the highlights and lowlights that i can remember.
First of all, the best thing that has happened this summer was meeting my boyfriend, Josh. I met him through one of his fraternity brothers, Dugie. I called him up one night because i was bored and he invited me over to watch movies with him and Josh. I actually kinda liked Josh when i first met him, but he had no idea. He is such a great guy. Honestly, he is the best boyfriend i have ever had. He is hilarious, smart, cute, and so much more that words cannot explain.
Another thing that has happened is i am FINALLY over Kyle. I never thought that i would be capable to love someone else, then I met Josh. Not only do I not have feelings for Kyle anymore, but I am no longer his friend. I went to a BBQ that i was invited to by a couple of people and Kyle was there, along with his friend Gabe. I was so happy that i was invited and i could chill and hang out with people. Then, Kyle starts calling me a slut and talking about my personal life in front of everyone. Gabe also decided to talk about me. Usually i would say something back, but i was calm and just continued to smile and not stoop to their level. When Kyle was leaving he decided to cuss me out, push me, call me names, and said i should burn in hell and that he hates me. We talked later that night and we seemed to be on good terms. Well, i went to his going away party that some people invited me to and I told them to not tell Kyle i was there because I didn't want to cause drama. Kyle somehow saw that i was there and called my phone. He told me to leave and I told him i was not going to talk to him or start anything, i just wanted to hang out with my friends. When i was talking to my friends, out of nowhere, Kyle comes up with some other guys and starts pushing me saying they are going to kick my boyfriends ass, pulling on my clothes, calling me a slut. I was scared because when i tried to get away i was being blocked and terrorized more. So, i call up Josh and start walking toward my car. Later, Kyle ends up over there and starts pushing me and grabbing me again. At this time i was on the phone with one of Josh's fraternity brothers, Jessie. Dugie and Jessie were at Reggie's and left and walked 4 blocks or more just to come help me out. I was crying and shaking and it was crazy. I have no respect for Kyle anymore, and i am glad he left for marine bootcamp.
Some other things that happened this summer, besides getting drunk or high, having crazy nights of being drunk or high, My car got broken into, my new $330 digi cam got stolen, my id, my s.s #, and so much more things that are valuable, including my friends' senior pictures. I had to go to the Emergency room a few times, a had to be on a heart monitor for 48 hours, I had to be dragged out of Fred's, i had my fair share of crappy relationships and one night stands :-/, got a best friend Brandi Robert :), and so much more things that i couldn't possibly sum up in a journal.
Now, as far as the present, not too much is going on. I am the happiest with my life that i have ever been. I am getting wooden floors for my room. I have a new job babysitting a boy that has mental issues, and was severely abused when he was younger. In fact, today we had to go to the ER because he overdosed on his medication on purpose. sigh. Not too much more is going on. I am trying to train hard so i can play tennis for LSU. I talked to the coach the other day and i might have something going for me. That's about it going on right now. School starts real soon and i am so excited about going to LSU.
Anyways, ia m going to try to update this journal more often so that i won't have to write so much in one. ADIOS!
First of all, the best thing that has happened this summer was meeting my boyfriend, Josh. I met him through one of his fraternity brothers, Dugie. I called him up one night because i was bored and he invited me over to watch movies with him and Josh. I actually kinda liked Josh when i first met him, but he had no idea. He is such a great guy. Honestly, he is the best boyfriend i have ever had. He is hilarious, smart, cute, and so much more that words cannot explain.
Another thing that has happened is i am FINALLY over Kyle. I never thought that i would be capable to love someone else, then I met Josh. Not only do I not have feelings for Kyle anymore, but I am no longer his friend. I went to a BBQ that i was invited to by a couple of people and Kyle was there, along with his friend Gabe. I was so happy that i was invited and i could chill and hang out with people. Then, Kyle starts calling me a slut and talking about my personal life in front of everyone. Gabe also decided to talk about me. Usually i would say something back, but i was calm and just continued to smile and not stoop to their level. When Kyle was leaving he decided to cuss me out, push me, call me names, and said i should burn in hell and that he hates me. We talked later that night and we seemed to be on good terms. Well, i went to his going away party that some people invited me to and I told them to not tell Kyle i was there because I didn't want to cause drama. Kyle somehow saw that i was there and called my phone. He told me to leave and I told him i was not going to talk to him or start anything, i just wanted to hang out with my friends. When i was talking to my friends, out of nowhere, Kyle comes up with some other guys and starts pushing me saying they are going to kick my boyfriends ass, pulling on my clothes, calling me a slut. I was scared because when i tried to get away i was being blocked and terrorized more. So, i call up Josh and start walking toward my car. Later, Kyle ends up over there and starts pushing me and grabbing me again. At this time i was on the phone with one of Josh's fraternity brothers, Jessie. Dugie and Jessie were at Reggie's and left and walked 4 blocks or more just to come help me out. I was crying and shaking and it was crazy. I have no respect for Kyle anymore, and i am glad he left for marine bootcamp.
Some other things that happened this summer, besides getting drunk or high, having crazy nights of being drunk or high, My car got broken into, my new $330 digi cam got stolen, my id, my s.s #, and so much more things that are valuable, including my friends' senior pictures. I had to go to the Emergency room a few times, a had to be on a heart monitor for 48 hours, I had to be dragged out of Fred's, i had my fair share of crappy relationships and one night stands :-/, got a best friend Brandi Robert :), and so much more things that i couldn't possibly sum up in a journal.
Now, as far as the present, not too much is going on. I am the happiest with my life that i have ever been. I am getting wooden floors for my room. I have a new job babysitting a boy that has mental issues, and was severely abused when he was younger. In fact, today we had to go to the ER because he overdosed on his medication on purpose. sigh. Not too much more is going on. I am trying to train hard so i can play tennis for LSU. I talked to the coach the other day and i might have something going for me. That's about it going on right now. School starts real soon and i am so excited about going to LSU.
Anyways, ia m going to try to update this journal more often so that i won't have to write so much in one. ADIOS!