Who died and made you king of anything?
I found this on a friend's xanga and decided to fill it out. I need questions I can answer right now. My mind's in a weird place.
1. I love... family, friends, and my girlfriend. I'm happier now than I was, but still conflicted in some ways.
2. Right now I want... it to be August so I can start school and feel worth something again. Also, a job would be nice.
3. I feel like... I have no purpose unless I'm learning or contributing to a discussion.
4. I hate it when... I'm treated like a child, even though I spend my time trying to increase my understanding of everything around me.
5. I fear... losing control, which is why I dislike drinking or smoking too much.
6. I'm lonely without... my friends, though sometimes I feel lonely even in a crowded room. You ever feel that way?
7. I need... someone to give me a chance to prove I can be a good worker. Is it so hard to give me a callback?
8. Today I... had a lot of weight taken off my shoulders, but I also did nothing to deserve it. I can only hope I can earn it.
9. Tomorrow I'm... going to work, buying some yarn, and taking out some money to pay dad back.
10. I just... watched season 3 of The Guild. Felicia Day is a goddess.
11. I want to meet... Sara Bareilles. She's enchanting and gorgeous.
12. I'm thirsty for... a Pepsi, but there is none in the house and I'm not going to be the one to buy it.
13. I love it when... I'm at school, or spending time with Karly, or both.
14. I'm afraid of... never living up to my potential.
15. I'm listening to... Sara Bareilles - King of Anything
16. I'm wearing... boxers and a sleep shirt.
17. I wish I was in... a deep sleep. I have work tomorrow...
18. I'm craving... peace of mind.
19. I want to get... out of the house.
20. I can... be creative.
21. I can't... find inspiration.
22. I have... no drive without stimulating surroundings.
23. I haven't... truly lived.
24. I'm nervous to... lose people.
25. My Mom thinks I'm... unreliable.
26. My Dad thinks I'm... insulting of his intelligence, but this is far from the truth.
27. I think... far too much.
28. I'm happy when... I have someone to hold me when I need it most.
29. I'm sad when... I feel alone.
30. I like eating... garlic chicken pasta. I practically lived off that stuff this past school year.
31. I hate eating... peaches, pears, pineapple, green beans, brussel sprouts, cheesy potatoes, anything slimy or squishy.
32. I love watching... people, but not in a creepy way. I just think humans in general are interesting.
33. I love listening to... rain, thunderstorms, and kittens purring. All are very satisfying.
34. I like playing... video games.
35. I hate waking up to... someone telling me to wake up.
36. I can see... a room in dire need of organization.
37. I'm glad that... it's almost August.
38. I'm disappointed that... I didn't have two jobs this summer.
39. I look like... a twelve-year-old boy according to several people, but I just turn it into a joke. Lately, when I look in the mirror, I'm not sure who I see anymore.
40. I wish I looked like... who I see in my head. At any given time, that changes, so that would probably be very confusing, even to the people who know me.
How is it possible that I simultaneously want to look two different ways at once? Can someone please perfect holographic technology so I can just choose something new when I get bored?
Also, this summer feels like stagnation. Can we just move on to school so I can feel like I'm worth something again? This is why I want to be a professor. I don't feel right unless I'm at school. I never want to leave. I'm nothing without it.
I'm going to bed now. I've blogged myself into a migraine.
1. I love... family, friends, and my girlfriend. I'm happier now than I was, but still conflicted in some ways.
2. Right now I want... it to be August so I can start school and feel worth something again. Also, a job would be nice.
3. I feel like... I have no purpose unless I'm learning or contributing to a discussion.
4. I hate it when... I'm treated like a child, even though I spend my time trying to increase my understanding of everything around me.
5. I fear... losing control, which is why I dislike drinking or smoking too much.
6. I'm lonely without... my friends, though sometimes I feel lonely even in a crowded room. You ever feel that way?
7. I need... someone to give me a chance to prove I can be a good worker. Is it so hard to give me a callback?
8. Today I... had a lot of weight taken off my shoulders, but I also did nothing to deserve it. I can only hope I can earn it.
9. Tomorrow I'm... going to work, buying some yarn, and taking out some money to pay dad back.
10. I just... watched season 3 of The Guild. Felicia Day is a goddess.
11. I want to meet... Sara Bareilles. She's enchanting and gorgeous.
12. I'm thirsty for... a Pepsi, but there is none in the house and I'm not going to be the one to buy it.
13. I love it when... I'm at school, or spending time with Karly, or both.
14. I'm afraid of... never living up to my potential.
15. I'm listening to... Sara Bareilles - King of Anything
16. I'm wearing... boxers and a sleep shirt.
17. I wish I was in... a deep sleep. I have work tomorrow...
18. I'm craving... peace of mind.
19. I want to get... out of the house.
20. I can... be creative.
21. I can't... find inspiration.
22. I have... no drive without stimulating surroundings.
23. I haven't... truly lived.
24. I'm nervous to... lose people.
25. My Mom thinks I'm... unreliable.
26. My Dad thinks I'm... insulting of his intelligence, but this is far from the truth.
27. I think... far too much.
28. I'm happy when... I have someone to hold me when I need it most.
29. I'm sad when... I feel alone.
30. I like eating... garlic chicken pasta. I practically lived off that stuff this past school year.
31. I hate eating... peaches, pears, pineapple, green beans, brussel sprouts, cheesy potatoes, anything slimy or squishy.
32. I love watching... people, but not in a creepy way. I just think humans in general are interesting.
33. I love listening to... rain, thunderstorms, and kittens purring. All are very satisfying.
34. I like playing... video games.
35. I hate waking up to... someone telling me to wake up.
36. I can see... a room in dire need of organization.
37. I'm glad that... it's almost August.
38. I'm disappointed that... I didn't have two jobs this summer.
39. I look like... a twelve-year-old boy according to several people, but I just turn it into a joke. Lately, when I look in the mirror, I'm not sure who I see anymore.
40. I wish I looked like... who I see in my head. At any given time, that changes, so that would probably be very confusing, even to the people who know me.
How is it possible that I simultaneously want to look two different ways at once? Can someone please perfect holographic technology so I can just choose something new when I get bored?
Also, this summer feels like stagnation. Can we just move on to school so I can feel like I'm worth something again? This is why I want to be a professor. I don't feel right unless I'm at school. I never want to leave. I'm nothing without it.
I'm going to bed now. I've blogged myself into a migraine.