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wow...i know its been a while, but i feel like i should say something...but i dont know what yet...
*sigh*
my friends...quite a relative term lately...i cant do this anymore.
Please dont comment on this if your going to be mean...to me or anyone else.
i just want everyone to know that im sorry that i seemed to have cause all this (in the words of randi lynn in a recent post) crap to hit the fan. I didnt mean to cause dissention or problems among people who were once good friends or among people who barely know each other.
I needed space. Some things you have to do on your own with God. I have opened myself up to a lot of people and been hurt in the past and i guess ive just built up a wall between people. I need people in my lives who are filling me spiritually and i knew i needed to talk to those people first so i could build up security in God before I did it in anything else...and i still feel lost and confused and as if i have no one to talk to...and thats just how i feel...im not trying to hurt anyone by saying this, so please dont think that.
I just wanted EVERYONE to know that I didnt mean to hurt people in my process of healing...so I am really sorry...but please stop fighting. If you cant get along dont try to. All thats going to come from this is MORE hurt feelings and still no resolution...
*sigh*
my friends...quite a relative term lately...i cant do this anymore.
Please dont comment on this if your going to be mean...to me or anyone else.
i just want everyone to know that im sorry that i seemed to have cause all this (in the words of randi lynn in a recent post) crap to hit the fan. I didnt mean to cause dissention or problems among people who were once good friends or among people who barely know each other.
I needed space. Some things you have to do on your own with God. I have opened myself up to a lot of people and been hurt in the past and i guess ive just built up a wall between people. I need people in my lives who are filling me spiritually and i knew i needed to talk to those people first so i could build up security in God before I did it in anything else...and i still feel lost and confused and as if i have no one to talk to...and thats just how i feel...im not trying to hurt anyone by saying this, so please dont think that.
I just wanted EVERYONE to know that I didnt mean to hurt people in my process of healing...so I am really sorry...but please stop fighting. If you cant get along dont try to. All thats going to come from this is MORE hurt feelings and still no resolution...