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So, I'm pretty much adjusted to being back...its so weird...like when I was home in Iowa I felt like i got so adjusted that I felt like I hadnt even gone...and now i feel like i never went back to visit. Its such a strange and awkward place to be at...I've talked to people about it like A ron, Triple D and The Farmer....but I dont know...its so weird...i think everyone just goes through this feeling...
I got my glasses today...at first I didnt like them, but then I went and got them tightened and everything and i think I like them...
If he comes out it wold be amazing, but if not...thats okay...i will be sad...i too, like triple d, am selfish and want him to be with me, but more than that i just wish i knew what he was doing...i hate this game of "I'm coming out...oh wait now I'm not"...like I'm not mad about it, i just dont like my emotions being messed with, I get all excited then dissapointed...ahhh....im so selfish sometimes...i hate it...
Today I thought I was going to die...I sat throught a 2hr Mr. Rick class...I dont know if I can do it...but I dont want to be a loser only taking 13 credits...i know it doesnt make me one, but everyone acts like your a loser....i dont know...maybe i will talk to my mom about it...because i really want to do better this term...
Anyways...all my thoughts are mumbled...
I cant believe that Waukee hasnt gone back to school yet...you suck! jk! LOVE!!
I got my glasses today...at first I didnt like them, but then I went and got them tightened and everything and i think I like them...
If he comes out it wold be amazing, but if not...thats okay...i will be sad...i too, like triple d, am selfish and want him to be with me, but more than that i just wish i knew what he was doing...i hate this game of "I'm coming out...oh wait now I'm not"...like I'm not mad about it, i just dont like my emotions being messed with, I get all excited then dissapointed...ahhh....im so selfish sometimes...i hate it...
Today I thought I was going to die...I sat throught a 2hr Mr. Rick class...I dont know if I can do it...but I dont want to be a loser only taking 13 credits...i know it doesnt make me one, but everyone acts like your a loser....i dont know...maybe i will talk to my mom about it...because i really want to do better this term...
Anyways...all my thoughts are mumbled...
I cant believe that Waukee hasnt gone back to school yet...you suck! jk! LOVE!!