Nov 14, 2005 15:33
i had a clear vision dream last night, in my old room, after a bath with epsom salt, upon return from my long journey.
i really do feel like odysseus. cordysseus.
peace is every step, and there is a plentitude of corners to look around, sacrifices for which to be grateful, ignorances to apologize for, places to remain present.
injustices to notice.
a want for more-than-fair play.
ego to release.
healing to achieve.
time to enjoy,
and distances to overcome.
i can't say much that's personal. my name defeats the mysteries of so many personal beliefs.
now i'm asking for so much... and giving so little. it squirts.
wish me luck with my future in a buddhist monastery.
semantical syntactical practical revelation of no-matter; basic goodness.
all the time.
i want to thank everybody so much.
even though i come back and my folders all are erased.
i still want to thank you. you bring me so much joy. even despite my habit of so much emotional hard candy. so much joy.