the anxiety is building
So I love my babysitting job. I spent the day at the pool laying out and swiming and I get paid for it. Not a bad gig.
I needed the distraction, because I start my rotation tomorrow. I am scared shitless for a variety or reasons. But at the same time I am extremly excited. Its kind of like the rest of my life actually starts tomorrow...or maybe my career starts tomorrow. Not sure how to word it, but tomorrow sure is a very important day! Luckily I don't have to be there til noon so I don't have to get up super early. Hopefully all will go well. Its kind of silly for me to be nervous about tomorrow, its just orientation. Its not like I will actually be counseling for awhile, but none the less Im still freaked out.
I needed the distraction, because I start my rotation tomorrow. I am scared shitless for a variety or reasons. But at the same time I am extremly excited. Its kind of like the rest of my life actually starts tomorrow...or maybe my career starts tomorrow. Not sure how to word it, but tomorrow sure is a very important day! Luckily I don't have to be there til noon so I don't have to get up super early. Hopefully all will go well. Its kind of silly for me to be nervous about tomorrow, its just orientation. Its not like I will actually be counseling for awhile, but none the less Im still freaked out.