Apology stoned
Day and night_ I agree to a guilt trip_ and I don't find ways to escape_. It's very subtle - well, most of the time - but I know how to light up_ a stage. The worst part is my honesty. I can't fake how I feel, and so I admit, the nightmare is very real. It was attachment before, but now it's just blame. Perhaps the wings of forgiveness are mine to try. Not others, that's easy. But myself. Regardless of how many lifetimes I have to come, and I don't really care, it's still a soul I so selfishly manipulated, raped... and killed. He is dead inside and out... and I really think I did it.