"No Day But Today"
Hey guys,
I'm sorry for the sudden strange abruptness of my behavior. I promise to be more grounded... umm... what's there to say?
Today's lessons of the day, per my New Years,
1. Love
2. Shame
2. God
These things are very, VERY powerful to activating your Life-force for whatever it is you choose to manifest in your life... um... Attitude... Action... something about "Awakening" attunes well with attitude, so it doesn't mean anything stranger than you believe it to be--HA HA! OHHH!!! That's the other one!! The rule is that now everything in your life... rhymes with an artist and "beakon of Light" in my life: Placebo. Everything's this.... if a person chooses to believe that their medicine is working, it's working just as well for those choosing to put their faith into water capsules they BELIEVE to be the cure.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSwHKVinxX0
Do dare to DARE ; D
okay, so for Now, understand future: it's but potential. YOU CAN HAVE ANYTHING! God can do miracles, so why is it that certain choosers believe that they've come to suffer? Well, they've chosen as so to expound their belief in fulfillment... something Right... Can you try to believe that EVERY moment is changing? Sometimes we're out of God's reach.. you cannot let Him help if you choose to remain silent in your own solitude--SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!! (AND SHOUT "JOY" WHILE YOU'RE AT IT)!
I'll share my story:
1nce upon a time, my life "sucked." There was this tick I had that confused me for the majority of my life, so starting at the age of 7 up until 10th/11thish grade I prayed TO GOD (directly) that if there was something in me wrong that He didn't want to be there, so Be it, let it be... I didn't want to be "gay." And so, to the point of suicide, I fought myself and the World of Normalcy, only to awake in 2009 and see "HOE, SHIT! I didn't know how to LOVE... that's what was missing... that's what was so wrong..." huh... there's a thought... my suffering and childhood impairment of having not been Loved--for reasons of the past that still live--my brothers and I didn't know how to... Love another person. so, here's the moral of all this, I'm typing right now and I'm getting all of these signs from God, "It's going to be okay, Kyle! Just Be!" So there's this sort of esoteric quality that's taken over my life, and so now I --OH DANG!!! INDIA ARIE!! AHAHHAHAHA HHHHHAA!!!! I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHOOOOOOOOSE!! That's the biggest point I'd like to make. You've got the will to assess your free will, but you're only free if you free yourself from your mind... and very, very, VERY dear friend emphasized that for me previously, but I was so blind that I could See a damned thing... But the Light will shine when you let it--Oh, and the way, "Please Don't Stop the Music"
Okay, so I've been very humbled to know that I'm not perfect, however, there's something shameful that comes with the philosophy, so I'd like to try an experiment. If you can keep track of your shame--keep a log--and be on guard for spouts of shame. They're icky if you can choose to see them.. I've got to work on that too so that I can Flow more precicely... let's be diary buddies : P
I'll start my log today (it's 5:17)... maybe we'll fly together when our fears of dreaming awake have dried up ; )
I'm sorry for the sudden strange abruptness of my behavior. I promise to be more grounded... umm... what's there to say?
Today's lessons of the day, per my New Years,
1. Love
2. Shame
2. God
These things are very, VERY powerful to activating your Life-force for whatever it is you choose to manifest in your life... um... Attitude... Action... something about "Awakening" attunes well with attitude, so it doesn't mean anything stranger than you believe it to be--HA HA! OHHH!!! That's the other one!! The rule is that now everything in your life... rhymes with an artist and "beakon of Light" in my life: Placebo. Everything's this.... if a person chooses to believe that their medicine is working, it's working just as well for those choosing to put their faith into water capsules they BELIEVE to be the cure.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSwHKVinxX0
Do dare to DARE ; D
okay, so for Now, understand future: it's but potential. YOU CAN HAVE ANYTHING! God can do miracles, so why is it that certain choosers believe that they've come to suffer? Well, they've chosen as so to expound their belief in fulfillment... something Right... Can you try to believe that EVERY moment is changing? Sometimes we're out of God's reach.. you cannot let Him help if you choose to remain silent in your own solitude--SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!! (AND SHOUT "JOY" WHILE YOU'RE AT IT)!
I'll share my story:
1nce upon a time, my life "sucked." There was this tick I had that confused me for the majority of my life, so starting at the age of 7 up until 10th/11thish grade I prayed TO GOD (directly) that if there was something in me wrong that He didn't want to be there, so Be it, let it be... I didn't want to be "gay." And so, to the point of suicide, I fought myself and the World of Normalcy, only to awake in 2009 and see "HOE, SHIT! I didn't know how to LOVE... that's what was missing... that's what was so wrong..." huh... there's a thought... my suffering and childhood impairment of having not been Loved--for reasons of the past that still live--my brothers and I didn't know how to... Love another person. so, here's the moral of all this, I'm typing right now and I'm getting all of these signs from God, "It's going to be okay, Kyle! Just Be!" So there's this sort of esoteric quality that's taken over my life, and so now I --OH DANG!!! INDIA ARIE!! AHAHHAHAHA HHHHHAA!!!! I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHOOOOOOOOSE!! That's the biggest point I'd like to make. You've got the will to assess your free will, but you're only free if you free yourself from your mind... and very, very, VERY dear friend emphasized that for me previously, but I was so blind that I could See a damned thing... But the Light will shine when you let it--Oh, and the way, "Please Don't Stop the Music"
Okay, so I've been very humbled to know that I'm not perfect, however, there's something shameful that comes with the philosophy, so I'd like to try an experiment. If you can keep track of your shame--keep a log--and be on guard for spouts of shame. They're icky if you can choose to see them.. I've got to work on that too so that I can Flow more precicely... let's be diary buddies : P
I'll start my log today (it's 5:17)... maybe we'll fly together when our fears of dreaming awake have dried up ; )