C'est la vie....
So my cold is not going away, not only can i not smell or taste, now i can not hear...this hasnt been a good week.
As much as im going to regret this...im ready for swimming to get hectic...im preparing myself for endless doubles, im excited for our first meet, im ready to be in "swimming" shape again....
Next point i want to make, as Daves screen name so vividly says "fuck college"...i dont want to go on several levels...i kinda feel like a faliure. i want to go away, like me and laur were talking about North Eastern and Boston University(which isnt really an option cuz teen didnt even get in) but as much as i would want to...i couldnt....it would be way to hard for me. that bothers me that im not ready, i mean for christ sake sylvia moved away. but this is my plan...and if you know me...this will change 21098734109740972140974 different times...im going to go to Buff State for two or maybe even four years....work my ass off...then move away, perhaps grad school? i like that idea. hopefully i stick with it.
i should be reading right now....i think im gonna go do that. peace kids
This has just been one disappointment after another.... :(
P.S.Dont Comment.
As much as im going to regret this...im ready for swimming to get hectic...im preparing myself for endless doubles, im excited for our first meet, im ready to be in "swimming" shape again....
Next point i want to make, as Daves screen name so vividly says "fuck college"...i dont want to go on several levels...i kinda feel like a faliure. i want to go away, like me and laur were talking about North Eastern and Boston University(which isnt really an option cuz teen didnt even get in) but as much as i would want to...i couldnt....it would be way to hard for me. that bothers me that im not ready, i mean for christ sake sylvia moved away. but this is my plan...and if you know me...this will change 21098734109740972140974 different times...im going to go to Buff State for two or maybe even four years....work my ass off...then move away, perhaps grad school? i like that idea. hopefully i stick with it.
i should be reading right now....i think im gonna go do that. peace kids
This has just been one disappointment after another.... :(
P.S.Dont Comment.