UGH...
i am super tired. i stayed up all last night writing a poem for english. sometimes i think that my writing skills have got as good as they're gonna get. i just can't seem to write on the level that i feel i should be.
I HATE WRITING!!!
i feel so drained of things to say. i hate staring at this page not knowing what to write. i want to do something. right now. i just want to get in my car and drive somewhere...far away from here. i just want to be free from responsibility and the worries of college and adulthood. maybe permanently move to hawaii and work at the bar of some nice hotel. spend my free time scuba diving and stuff.
i don't know i guess somewhere along the line i felt that the idea of [get a job, work your butt off for little or no gain, get married, raise a family, and retire] was too boring and cliche'. i want some excitement! i want to do and learn something new everyday!
(SIGH) then again...maybe i'll end up with a really cool job that lets me do a lot of traveling. i guess i'll just have to wait and see.
i feel better getting that off my chest...now i think i'll take a nap before class.
LATER
I HATE WRITING!!!
i feel so drained of things to say. i hate staring at this page not knowing what to write. i want to do something. right now. i just want to get in my car and drive somewhere...far away from here. i just want to be free from responsibility and the worries of college and adulthood. maybe permanently move to hawaii and work at the bar of some nice hotel. spend my free time scuba diving and stuff.
i don't know i guess somewhere along the line i felt that the idea of [get a job, work your butt off for little or no gain, get married, raise a family, and retire] was too boring and cliche'. i want some excitement! i want to do and learn something new everyday!
(SIGH) then again...maybe i'll end up with a really cool job that lets me do a lot of traveling. i guess i'll just have to wait and see.
i feel better getting that off my chest...now i think i'll take a nap before class.
LATER