Should've Never Trusted Hollywood.
So. An update. Odd, but i'm awake and killing time in any way imaginable. Plus, I figured i'd put this to use.
School is done. I had to drop Physics and Genetics. Genectics was borderline C, but most likely would've been a D. Physics, I know I can get at least a B if I am given tests that are possible to finish within an hour twenty. These tests were not. The instructor himself could only finish three problems in full within the time, and we have a test of ten. So, I rounded out Sci Tech with a B. 88.3 to be exact, which meant if I had done a better Research Report I would've gotten an A. Micro, I wouldn't doubt a C. Not bad for not having Chemistry.
Next Semester: Physics, Chemistry, Chem Lab, Pre-Cal, and something else.
Working for my dad has proved nothing yet, but I go on my first jobs/training next week. Actually, tomorrow.
Saw my newborn nephew for the first time, my niece for the second time, and my brother for the first time this year. Me, him, my dad and my "brother in law" all went golfing, which was fun. Got burnt, but now it's turning tannish. First time golfing since Mikey died when I went with Andy, my boss at the time. For a year off, I was keeping up with my dad pretty good. 11 strokes behind. I think I finished with a 120.
I'm to the point of the month where I contemplate everything going on and wonder how I can make my situation better. I still feel as though if I were to have my own place, i'd be better. That's the easiest part. The hard part is that I could use a girlfriend, or a girl in my life just to talk to and hang out with. The situation with Janice varies on a constant basis. I've abandoned hope. I've abandoned hope in a lot of things and a lot of people to the point I don't have anyone I can look to and say "a true friend" to myself when I think of them. Sad, huh? Don't have enough faith in my fellow man anymore. I've just associated myself with so many assholes, liars, and users that I can't trust anyone, or at least feel that way. And therefore meeting new girls is a struggle because I start to wonder when i'll get fucked over before I reach "Hi. I'm Marc." And i've had the opportunity numerous times at UTA already, and just was bothered by it. I don't know. Maybe a piece of me is waiting on Janice to actually do something.
On the plus side, my love of creating themes left me with my first actual product used by a legit wrestler, and a good one at that. Last night, Sabian used the "Hustla's Theme," crossing Nas' "Thief's Theme" with Cassidy's "I'ma Hustla." So...for my first custom theme, it was used in CZW and by the reigning CZW Light-Heavyweight Champion. Then Erik tells me that it was also used for all of the BLK-Out, which means it was used for Ruckus, who's the World Heavyweight Champion. So, that rules. And I have to send a theme to Erik and him send it to Hallowicked. Made me happy that everyone was marking out for it. And Quack won his first major American Tournament. Good for him.
John Kaos is sort of...out. I quit playing. Got tired of a lot of the bullshit and called it quits. Dunno if i'll do it again or not, but right now no. That's the update.
School is done. I had to drop Physics and Genetics. Genectics was borderline C, but most likely would've been a D. Physics, I know I can get at least a B if I am given tests that are possible to finish within an hour twenty. These tests were not. The instructor himself could only finish three problems in full within the time, and we have a test of ten. So, I rounded out Sci Tech with a B. 88.3 to be exact, which meant if I had done a better Research Report I would've gotten an A. Micro, I wouldn't doubt a C. Not bad for not having Chemistry.
Next Semester: Physics, Chemistry, Chem Lab, Pre-Cal, and something else.
Working for my dad has proved nothing yet, but I go on my first jobs/training next week. Actually, tomorrow.
Saw my newborn nephew for the first time, my niece for the second time, and my brother for the first time this year. Me, him, my dad and my "brother in law" all went golfing, which was fun. Got burnt, but now it's turning tannish. First time golfing since Mikey died when I went with Andy, my boss at the time. For a year off, I was keeping up with my dad pretty good. 11 strokes behind. I think I finished with a 120.
I'm to the point of the month where I contemplate everything going on and wonder how I can make my situation better. I still feel as though if I were to have my own place, i'd be better. That's the easiest part. The hard part is that I could use a girlfriend, or a girl in my life just to talk to and hang out with. The situation with Janice varies on a constant basis. I've abandoned hope. I've abandoned hope in a lot of things and a lot of people to the point I don't have anyone I can look to and say "a true friend" to myself when I think of them. Sad, huh? Don't have enough faith in my fellow man anymore. I've just associated myself with so many assholes, liars, and users that I can't trust anyone, or at least feel that way. And therefore meeting new girls is a struggle because I start to wonder when i'll get fucked over before I reach "Hi. I'm Marc." And i've had the opportunity numerous times at UTA already, and just was bothered by it. I don't know. Maybe a piece of me is waiting on Janice to actually do something.
On the plus side, my love of creating themes left me with my first actual product used by a legit wrestler, and a good one at that. Last night, Sabian used the "Hustla's Theme," crossing Nas' "Thief's Theme" with Cassidy's "I'ma Hustla." So...for my first custom theme, it was used in CZW and by the reigning CZW Light-Heavyweight Champion. Then Erik tells me that it was also used for all of the BLK-Out, which means it was used for Ruckus, who's the World Heavyweight Champion. So, that rules. And I have to send a theme to Erik and him send it to Hallowicked. Made me happy that everyone was marking out for it. And Quack won his first major American Tournament. Good for him.
John Kaos is sort of...out. I quit playing. Got tired of a lot of the bullshit and called it quits. Dunno if i'll do it again or not, but right now no. That's the update.