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Things just aren't right.
Nothing is going the way I planned out for myself about a year ago. I know why too.
I gave up.
I quit caring.
I only live for the moment these days and I think I may be getting too old to live just for the moment.
I suppose I take care of all of my responsibilities but thats not much at all.
I have too muh time on my hands, and I need to start thinking more productive thoughts, then acting on those thoughts.
Slow down on the "partying". even though I don't hang out with everyone like I should be and its kinda just like me partying by myself or hanging out with Sam.
I feel like I am gaining the weight that I lost back and I really dont want that. I dont like the way it feels to sit down and feel uncomfortable because i am so damn self-concious. I like my body now. I like wearing hardly any clothes and not feeling ashamed or embarrased about my body. All in all, I just dont want that weight getting back on. I think I will exercise tomorrow.
Not only will that help me physicaly, but i bet it will help me soooooo much mentaly.
Im probably going to start making goals for myself every night for the next day [because I always feel like I wasted the day and think of one million and one things i need to do] and posting them on here so I can hold myself accountable easier. [Keepin it simple for now] Soooo Tomorrow:
*Eat breakfast
*Cardio + Weight Training Workout
*Guitar for atleast 1 hour (workout :)
*Laundry
*Dishes
*Shower
*Dr. Appointment at 3
Since the appointment its at 3 I MUST get up early if I want to accomplish all these things, so Im off to bed.
Wish me luck with getting my life back on track.
Nothing is going the way I planned out for myself about a year ago. I know why too.
I gave up.
I quit caring.
I only live for the moment these days and I think I may be getting too old to live just for the moment.
I suppose I take care of all of my responsibilities but thats not much at all.
I have too muh time on my hands, and I need to start thinking more productive thoughts, then acting on those thoughts.
Slow down on the "partying". even though I don't hang out with everyone like I should be and its kinda just like me partying by myself or hanging out with Sam.
I feel like I am gaining the weight that I lost back and I really dont want that. I dont like the way it feels to sit down and feel uncomfortable because i am so damn self-concious. I like my body now. I like wearing hardly any clothes and not feeling ashamed or embarrased about my body. All in all, I just dont want that weight getting back on. I think I will exercise tomorrow.
Not only will that help me physicaly, but i bet it will help me soooooo much mentaly.
Im probably going to start making goals for myself every night for the next day [because I always feel like I wasted the day and think of one million and one things i need to do] and posting them on here so I can hold myself accountable easier. [Keepin it simple for now] Soooo Tomorrow:
*Eat breakfast
*Cardio + Weight Training Workout
*Guitar for atleast 1 hour (workout :)
*Laundry
*Dishes
*Shower
*Dr. Appointment at 3
Since the appointment its at 3 I MUST get up early if I want to accomplish all these things, so Im off to bed.
Wish me luck with getting my life back on track.