COUPLE OF THINGS:
There are a couple of things, that I really don't know how many times i have to say them or in what ways so that people will understand.
Again I find myself in a place where I just want to stand up on a table and SHOUT that I'm not 8 years old. I'm an adult.
1) I'm making the best of today because we're nto promised tomorrow. Even if I wake up tomorrow, who knows if I'll have all of my capabilities that I have today! If not, I don't want to say I regret not doing something.
2) I'm totally fine with not being in a relationship right now. with anyone. I like not being in one. I'm still excited for the future someday marriage/children....just as excited as before...I've just given up my obsession with it. It got me nowhere to be obsessed with it. So bring on the friendships. With everyone and anyone.