sometimes i think...
I think i'm slowly dying. I've never been so unhappy. I can't stay here. No one talks in my family. My brother and sister are incapable of being friendly. There's no brother/sister connection in my family. We don't even talk and when I try they roll their eyes like I'm some kind of idiot. My brother makes fun of me for what I eat and when I ask my sister things she gives me an attitude and yet, I get in trouble for not asking her if she wants to go to the movies or to the mall with me. I can't live like this. All of my friends are back in RI, If Liz and Dan are busy, I have nowhere to go and nothing to do and without a job I sit around all day and do nothing or do chores that my mother leaves me. I still have a fucking curfew at 22! I can't do it.
I left my house today and just drove around crying. There's nowhere for me to go. At least in RI I could escape to the beach.
I need to live alone. I need to do theatre. I can't even rehearse because someone is always around and I can't keep my door closed. I really can't do this. Please for the love of God someone hire me. Get me out of here.
I left my house today and just drove around crying. There's nowhere for me to go. At least in RI I could escape to the beach.
I need to live alone. I need to do theatre. I can't even rehearse because someone is always around and I can't keep my door closed. I really can't do this. Please for the love of God someone hire me. Get me out of here.