yep
so as of lately ive pretty much been a loser and i dont know why ive become very unlike myself and its just no good since when do i drink and even if that since when do i buy things like that for myself?! what is this? its not me i dont need it and over the past few days nothing good has come of it so tonight i decided im over it and it shall never happen again maybe not never again thats extreme but theres no way i will ever go out and buy a bottle of anything for me or even spend my money on it.
the thing thats bothered me the most was new years when i was pretty much the only one drinking and i did so to much and i felt like shit and i was a dumbass the whole night and bothered the one person i care about and i dont really remember most of the night and thats so shitty i barely remember anything except leaving to try and not throw up kind of remember the ball drop a few little things that make me bothered through out the night and then walking sarah to her car and kissing her goodbye and feeling like an ass hole.
i dont know what makes me want to announce this but ehh its all good
and in other news....
im pregnant.............. no im kidding but however in 13 days i shall be 19 arent you all so excited! me too!
umm ok its time for bed i kind of wish sarah was here to be with or something cause i miss her and i hate RIC haha i wish we were still in high school but were not k good night
the thing thats bothered me the most was new years when i was pretty much the only one drinking and i did so to much and i felt like shit and i was a dumbass the whole night and bothered the one person i care about and i dont really remember most of the night and thats so shitty i barely remember anything except leaving to try and not throw up kind of remember the ball drop a few little things that make me bothered through out the night and then walking sarah to her car and kissing her goodbye and feeling like an ass hole.
i dont know what makes me want to announce this but ehh its all good
and in other news....
im pregnant.............. no im kidding but however in 13 days i shall be 19 arent you all so excited! me too!
umm ok its time for bed i kind of wish sarah was here to be with or something cause i miss her and i hate RIC haha i wish we were still in high school but were not k good night