it's too late for this kind of entry
It is past due time for me to accept the inevitable, because it's what I needed all along. Sometimes, you can fight necessary change all you want to, but things will never EVER stay the same...
But I'm tired of fighting the solution that I needed, just because it wasn't the one that I wanted.
Does that make any sense? I rarely do anyway, and I'm pushing it by hoping to be understood at 3am on a Monday morning.
My mom and I just went on a search of the house cause we keep hearing strange noises. Someone is going to come and kill me in my sleep. I just know it. It's because I didn't repost that one myspace bulletin... *pouts*
This week has been interesting. Thursday night was cards at Pockets house... which was really fun, until it turned into girls grievances night. We all needed to talk, like REALLY badly, so I wasn't upset or anything. I just wish I had been a bit more sober when it happened. Anyway, I woke up in the morning WITHOUT A HANGOVER which rarely EVER happens after cards night, but I stayed away from the tequila, and I think that was my saving grace.
Friday I worked as usual, and then I headed to Marie's to switch our belongings back, because I had her camera and shoes, and she had my shoes... That was a byproduct of a bit too much to drink at cards night, plus trying to rush home since it was so late.
Anyway, I ran home, got dressed in the outfit that Marie had designed for me (and I looked very hot FYI) and then went back over to Marie's so that she could do my makeup (and so that I could get my cell phone which I left over there the first time I went to get all my stuff back). She did my makeup in record time, and then I ran off to Cantebury where they were having a 50th birthday party for Alex. I had far too many glasses of wine, danced, mingled, and then rushed off again to get Marie so that we could be at HARRY POTTER 4 in time. We met up with Halley Andrew and Tnow, and then we stopped by RJ Gator's and convinced our friend Bobby to come also. Apparently it was the night to go see HP -gof because then we saw Kim and Wesha as we were walking in.
So yeah... that was like the best part of my weekend! So after we finished watching Harry Potter it was like 2:45, and then Marie Halley and I stood around talking about it for another 10 minutes...by the time I got to bed it was nearing 4, and I wanted to kill myself because I had to be up for work by 6:10. Hahahaha yeah- MISERY!
I worked all day, and then came home and helped my mom put the house back together, since it was an absolute disaster from the painter. I crashed at like 9, but something woke me up after midnight...
I got online, had a very frustrating conversation, and then after that could not sleep. By the time I went to bed it was after 4. It looks like it's going to be a repeat of that again tonight.
For some reason I've been having trouble sleeping lately. I think it's a combination of just being stressed, not exercising enough, and eating all the wrong things.
I was supposed to be on a diet, but unless the definition of diet is actually eating bacon mushroom cheesburgers and biscuits and gravy whenever you feel like it, I haven't been on one.
I want to type more about all the things that are going wrong right now, but I already know what they are. And you guys just don't care. So therefore I'm done.
Goodnight(morning?)
I love you all!
But I'm tired of fighting the solution that I needed, just because it wasn't the one that I wanted.
Does that make any sense? I rarely do anyway, and I'm pushing it by hoping to be understood at 3am on a Monday morning.
My mom and I just went on a search of the house cause we keep hearing strange noises. Someone is going to come and kill me in my sleep. I just know it. It's because I didn't repost that one myspace bulletin... *pouts*
This week has been interesting. Thursday night was cards at Pockets house... which was really fun, until it turned into girls grievances night. We all needed to talk, like REALLY badly, so I wasn't upset or anything. I just wish I had been a bit more sober when it happened. Anyway, I woke up in the morning WITHOUT A HANGOVER which rarely EVER happens after cards night, but I stayed away from the tequila, and I think that was my saving grace.
Friday I worked as usual, and then I headed to Marie's to switch our belongings back, because I had her camera and shoes, and she had my shoes... That was a byproduct of a bit too much to drink at cards night, plus trying to rush home since it was so late.
Anyway, I ran home, got dressed in the outfit that Marie had designed for me (and I looked very hot FYI) and then went back over to Marie's so that she could do my makeup (and so that I could get my cell phone which I left over there the first time I went to get all my stuff back). She did my makeup in record time, and then I ran off to Cantebury where they were having a 50th birthday party for Alex. I had far too many glasses of wine, danced, mingled, and then rushed off again to get Marie so that we could be at HARRY POTTER 4 in time. We met up with Halley Andrew and Tnow, and then we stopped by RJ Gator's and convinced our friend Bobby to come also. Apparently it was the night to go see HP -gof because then we saw Kim and Wesha as we were walking in.
So yeah... that was like the best part of my weekend! So after we finished watching Harry Potter it was like 2:45, and then Marie Halley and I stood around talking about it for another 10 minutes...by the time I got to bed it was nearing 4, and I wanted to kill myself because I had to be up for work by 6:10. Hahahaha yeah- MISERY!
I worked all day, and then came home and helped my mom put the house back together, since it was an absolute disaster from the painter. I crashed at like 9, but something woke me up after midnight...
I got online, had a very frustrating conversation, and then after that could not sleep. By the time I went to bed it was after 4. It looks like it's going to be a repeat of that again tonight.
For some reason I've been having trouble sleeping lately. I think it's a combination of just being stressed, not exercising enough, and eating all the wrong things.
I was supposed to be on a diet, but unless the definition of diet is actually eating bacon mushroom cheesburgers and biscuits and gravy whenever you feel like it, I haven't been on one.
I want to type more about all the things that are going wrong right now, but I already know what they are. And you guys just don't care. So therefore I'm done.
Goodnight(morning?)
I love you all!