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I could cry... but really, I should just laugh cause Ibrought so much misery upon myself.
Honesltly, you can give people as much credit as you want, but they will NEVER become who you want them to be.
Tonight was incredible and eye-opneing and horrible and unbelievable all in one.
Three of my friends were arrested and I have no idea where they are right now. Some of my other friends were completely unconcerned about this situation, and they went about their merry ways enjoying their lives as if nothing had happened. My brother was the only one there for me, which just goes to show that no matter how good you think your friendships are, the may not last.
Sooo yeah- I realized a LOT of things tonight, and most of them were just the fact that I had been fooling myself for a lonnnngggg looonnnnggg time. Yeah- bullshit. There's nothing more that can be said. I love you Yule Amelia Marie and Andree. You guys will stick by those you love even when bad times come around. Those of you that are fickle fucking douche bags who only care about themselves... well, we've all got your number now and don't think it will be ignored.
It's time for me to sleep. I have to be up by 6:30 to work, and it's already 2am. I love my life... don't you?
Honesltly, you can give people as much credit as you want, but they will NEVER become who you want them to be.
Tonight was incredible and eye-opneing and horrible and unbelievable all in one.
Three of my friends were arrested and I have no idea where they are right now. Some of my other friends were completely unconcerned about this situation, and they went about their merry ways enjoying their lives as if nothing had happened. My brother was the only one there for me, which just goes to show that no matter how good you think your friendships are, the may not last.
Sooo yeah- I realized a LOT of things tonight, and most of them were just the fact that I had been fooling myself for a lonnnngggg looonnnnggg time. Yeah- bullshit. There's nothing more that can be said. I love you Yule Amelia Marie and Andree. You guys will stick by those you love even when bad times come around. Those of you that are fickle fucking douche bags who only care about themselves... well, we've all got your number now and don't think it will be ignored.
It's time for me to sleep. I have to be up by 6:30 to work, and it's already 2am. I love my life... don't you?