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hey.....
I've just wanted to say sry.....to Everyone... mikaela ... bryce... alyssa...jessica...kaitlyn....all of yall ppl.... i've been goin thorugh a lot of shi* that none of yall no about...but it didnt mean i should treat u liek that.... i no u probably will still hate me... and w/e.... but i think yall deserve an apology.... so..i'm sorry....
but yea.... today...go figured..sucked...all i could think about was him...and how i missed him so much..even hen he was just one table away at lunch...... i was like fighting back tears the hole time... sum came out but yea.... i cant stand it... i was sittin by muh self for like most of lunch jsut tryin not to cry...and then tori and natalie came up and sat wif me and tried to make me feel better...... i just wish bryce would understand.... i didnt want to break up...i was just pms'in at the time and was tryin to do my h/w and kelsey was yellin at me .... and i wasnt thinkin...and now i lost him.. and i'm not gonan get him back for a long time *LOTS OF TEARS* ..... I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH!!...the only thing in the world that i want..... is to have him back in my arms... but i probably wont get that....for a rly rly long time.... and sum other grl will probably get to experience holding my world and my everything.... god!! i just hate thinkin bout that!!! *LOTZ OF TEARS!!!* ......
.....no 1 understands how much i love bryce... i dont think i even no...if u have ever seen riding in cars with boys...and Brittany Murphy said " i think that ... we love ppl so much that we r numb to it...cuz if we could feel how much love we have for that person ...that it would kill us." ..... well... i think thats how it is with bryce..... i just wish he could no that..... god!!! *tears!!*..... i jsut want him back!!!
I've just wanted to say sry.....to Everyone... mikaela ... bryce... alyssa...jessica...kaitlyn....all of yall ppl.... i've been goin thorugh a lot of shi* that none of yall no about...but it didnt mean i should treat u liek that.... i no u probably will still hate me... and w/e.... but i think yall deserve an apology.... so..i'm sorry....
but yea.... today...go figured..sucked...all i could think about was him...and how i missed him so much..even hen he was just one table away at lunch...... i was like fighting back tears the hole time... sum came out but yea.... i cant stand it... i was sittin by muh self for like most of lunch jsut tryin not to cry...and then tori and natalie came up and sat wif me and tried to make me feel better...... i just wish bryce would understand.... i didnt want to break up...i was just pms'in at the time and was tryin to do my h/w and kelsey was yellin at me .... and i wasnt thinkin...and now i lost him.. and i'm not gonan get him back for a long time *LOTS OF TEARS* ..... I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH!!...the only thing in the world that i want..... is to have him back in my arms... but i probably wont get that....for a rly rly long time.... and sum other grl will probably get to experience holding my world and my everything.... god!! i just hate thinkin bout that!!! *LOTZ OF TEARS!!!* ......
.....no 1 understands how much i love bryce... i dont think i even no...if u have ever seen riding in cars with boys...and Brittany Murphy said " i think that ... we love ppl so much that we r numb to it...cuz if we could feel how much love we have for that person ...that it would kill us." ..... well... i think thats how it is with bryce..... i just wish he could no that..... god!!! *tears!!*..... i jsut want him back!!!