Melodramma
Title : Melodramma
Author :keyzy_kyumsy
Pairing : OnKey
Genre : Angst
Rating : G
Summary : This melody hymn of love
I sing to you and feel all my pain
so strong, so great it stabs my heart.
A/N : this inspired by Andrea Bocelli's Melodramma which i found when i searched for nessum dorma ( i'm bit obsessed w/ onew's solo stage in Paris kkk o,o) and i found this song is classic nice (huh?) tee-hee.
JinKi looked through the window. Enjoy nothing his car passed. The sky was not so blue, no clouds no sunshine. The sky looks purple sad. He turned, no one was sitting beside him. JinKi fingered seat beside him.
There should be someone who sits here!. You.
Intravenous injection mark is still visible in the back of JinKi’s hand. Yeah, he was unconscious for a long time. Unconscious for two days, people told him. Yeah, it's almost two days he did not see his lover, he could not see him.
He does not remember when, where, why he might faint. He only remembered when he woke in a hospital bed and now he was dressed neatly in a black suit and his white shirt. He will meet his lover. JinKi smiled.
My beloved Kibum.
This melody// hymn of love
I sing to you //and feel all my pain
so strong, so great//it stabs my heart.
JinKi’s heart was pounding when his car stop in front of a building on a lot of people surrounded. The flowers are nearly filled the road to the entrance. For a moment JinKi to feel faint again. But he drew his breath before opening the car door and stepped outside. He felt all eyes in the crowd stabbed him with strange look. Guilt? Angry? Not willing? Worried?.
JinKi legs like not touching solid. He feels like floating when he down the corridor lit by long fluorescent lights, burning brightly. But the view was not clear. JinKi like walking through a dim hallway.
Kibum laughing face, Kibum who spoiled whining, the complaining Kibum, Kibum with his startling ideas. like a fast film, all the memories of Kibum was playing in JinKi’s brain at every his hollow step. JinKi smiled with all the memories.
His heart raced as he approached the back door at the end of the hall filled with wreaths. There stood a middle-aged man dressed very neatly. His body straight and have familiar eyes. Kibum's fline eyes. The man greeted everyone who comes through the door, occasionally giving hugs to people who come.
JinKi bowed and just stood there when he arrived in front of that man. JinKi didn’t look into his eyes. He only felt the warmth as the man hugged him and caressed his back. JinKi gave him no responses he was too busy with the memories and his pounding heart.
JinKi scanned the room he had just entered. People are dressed neatly filled the room. Some looked as JinKi entered the room. They are busy with their affairs.
Kibum, you see? They sing for you. Are you happy?
Why do I need to see you at events like this? They should have come on ‘our’ event!.
But the morning is clear / / Among the fields the scent of wine
I Dreamt of you and now / / I see you still there
Ah, what memories / / fresco of hills
I cry what madness / / it was to leave and go
As has been automated, all people in the white room came out one by one when JinKi entered a room which filled with many more flowers. Roses! Kibum's favorite of course. Jjong who first approached JinKi when he entered the room, hugged him before leaved the room. Followed by a half run Taemin hugged him tightly. JinKi just smiled meaningless ruffled Taemin’s hair. Minho pulled back Taemin and tapped his shoulder before took Taemin out of the room. After that a middle-aged women with hanbook stood in front of him. Held JinKi’s arms with her long fingers. Smiled with her lips descended on Kibum. JinKi could see the smile disappeared when she released her fingers from his arm and leaved JinKi in the room.
The room was blindingly white JinKi left alone with another figure. The scent of roses filled the room the stench was terrible. JinKi almost difficult to breathe. These fragrant flowers make him like a drunk. JinKi lifted his head staring at another person in the room.
"Kibum you're so beautiful!"
But the morning is clear / / Among the fields a windmill Rises
there my destiny was born
Bitter without you / / bitter without you
JinKi’s heart like having the ability to not beat. After long JinKi just stared at the figure in front of him, he stepped to minimize their distance. Kibum really beautiful. He wore a neat black suit with fancy white shirt. Black bow tie adorned his neck. JinKi always admired Kibum.
Kibum didn’t fight when JinKi fingers exploring his face. He didn’t respond when JinKi fingering his smooth cheeks. Kibum was silent when JinKi kissed his lips. JinKi silent when he touched Kibum’s nose. No air was blown from the beautiful nose. JinKi clenched his hands. He grabbed a soft white cloth where KiBum lay. His breath was irregular. Evasive his eyes wildly, trying to deny. Re-imagine the noise that made by the foolish media.
'Again!! Idol Suicide'. 'Korean idol group SHINee was losing a member with tragic'. Meets the first page of the newspapers. "Kim Ki-Bum aka Key found dead in SHINee dorm. Cause of death allegedly due to suicide by cutting his veins. Onew, the leader is the person who first discovered his body”. couplets read by news anchor at TV stations.
JinKi sat on the edge of Kibum’s body after he could rearrange his breath. He lay beside Kibum’s body. His hand slide down Kibum pale neck, embraced Kibum in his arms. JinKi hug Kibum’s body tightly. As if he wanted to give his body warmth on a cold body. As if he wanted to share his heart beat with the unbeating heart.
JinKi closed his eyes long before he opened it and realized that his body is not warm enough to warm the other. That the heartbeat was only enough for himself. JinKi released Kibum’s body. His eyes lost it’s light.
What was JinKi doing just lay beside his lover's body, steady whisper lacrymosa to the air that filled the silent room.
And this heart sings / / a sweet melodrama
it's the hymn of love / / I'll sing for you / / It's a melodrama
I sing without you.
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so,, that's it.....i'm sorry for all...i'm just like this. school makes me bit frustrated *sigh*
all are wellcome..*huggy*
sorry fore EVERYTHING TT^TT *bows*