If Only
Title : If Only
Author :keyzy_kyumsy
Genre : Fluff
Rating : G
Summary : this is just the story abt jealousy or dissatisfaction
A/N : would you mind to watch this I tried to make that for my old/previous fic. and abt this fic,, i just feel to write this.... I made this in 1 hour, so pardon for eevvverrryyy thingy!
If only ...
If only I was as cheerful as her.
She stood in a way that somehow makes her like she was floating. I'm sure, in his view this girl is like a butterfly in flight hovering beautifully.
"The girl who’s always happy! Haha do not you think? Kibum? "He approached me with his Puffy face. inflate his cheek gave place to smile on his lips. His eyes disappear as a wide smile painted on his happy face.
"Sigh ... Well, Luna is like that right? Her world is always happy! "Is not my habit to fake a smile or lying to myself. I turned my face to the window on my right. Right after I gave him a unsatisfied sigh.
Why can’t I always cheerful?
"Hmmm? So you're not always happy Kibum? "He cocked his head. Thrusting his face into my face with a stupid smile.
A pleasant face to look at. "... of course! How can one always be happy! And I usually do not pretend to always be happy! "I like this openness has become a habit. I just can’t lie.
"You're not happy?"
"No! ... not always! You, too, are you always happy? "
"Yes. I'm always happy! At least as long as with you, I'm always happy. So, you're also supposed to be happy! Ok? "That its been said after the sudden kiss my cheek and Blushing on his own.
If I’m as cheerful as Luna.
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If only my voice as beautiful as hers.
On the small that screen my eyes can’t be separated from him. Can’t always hide his charisma perfectly. Even now he still showcased his soft voice beautifully. The lyrics are heavily strung with his beautiful voice.
No need to look at her as deep as that. No need to approach her that close. Always do it well. Duet. Anyone your duet partner, you're always doing it this well. With her beautiful voice and yours. High tones that my voice can not be achieved. Beautiful Hummings that could not come from my lips. The voices that I don’t have. You keep singing match them. With your voice that still stand out even compared with their melodious voices. How many times I watch this show, I always feel uncomfortable.
"Kibum hey! You think, I can sing ‘my first kiss’?!! "
"Huh?! With your voice! I think not! "Your voice is too beautiful for it.
"If so, why do not you sing a song that my voice can go with it?"
"What do you want?! Do not start weird! "
"it’s obivious so I can sing with you! Why can Taemin’s can, but mine can’t?! "
If my voice as beautiful as Jessica's.
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If only my smile as bright as hers.
It's really noisy. Taemin is very excited to sit closest to the TV. He wants to see his two hyungs 'fight' over the girls. After Minho and JinKi home from Thailand with a variety of stories that excite Taemin.
"He really chose Lizzy!" Jjong shouted in disbelief. Patted JinKi shoulder reflex.
"See! Right?! I already told you, he's been that way since we first started Filming! "Minho responded with enthusiasm, pointing at the TV screen.
"Hyung! You really are stubborn! In any event before you choose Lizzy too! Rumor hyung! Rumor! " Taemin with a big grin teasing JinKi.
"You do so clumsy old man!” I glared.
"Auoooowwwwww. Kibum ~ ~ do not you know that I like that kind of smiling face right? ~? "He laughs response for all.
If my smile as bright as Lizzy’s.
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If only I were a ...
I like After School’s Lizzy.
Women who are kind and gentle.
Women who are not boring.
Women who if I saw her I would fall in love.
I do not know, maybe if I saw her I will know if I like her or not.
‘criteria for your dream woman?' Has always been one compulsory question in each interview session. And you never really answered it.
So, anyone. As with anything else. As long as she is a woman, you may can be in love?.
If I were a woman.
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"... if only I was not Kim Kibum. "just out of my mouth. I saw the shocked look on JinKi face. Looked at me incredulously. "Ah, I mean - I - if I was a cheerful girl with a beautiful voice and delicate face, you don’t have to force yourself to me right? Hahahaha look at your self! You look awkward if with me ".
"Do not give me a face like that! You know, that's right, if I'm not Kibum you'll probably have a love life---- you know, more normal! "Yes. I already said. Well, please go.
"If only you were happy with me. if only you liked my voice. if it at least you like my face. may be easier for me to not be jealous of all people around you! "in his arms I could hear his heart beating fast. Embraced me with a sudden trembling and screaming. It wasn’t like him.
"If you were not Kibum? If you were not Kibum, then to whom this love should I give!you! I’ve falling this hard! Please be aware- "I could hear him murmur in my head. I just shudder when he started kissing and sniffing my hair.
If only time could stop at this point.
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that's all....my gawd I'm sorry I came with this fic instead of the continued from 'a pact with the devil' I just feel to write this now....
sorry~~~~~
all are welcome
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