why?
why do the worst things always happen? i remember waking up, and seeing the message from gareth
can you phone me now please, i really want to talk to you. please this is important
so i got up, still half asleep and then he tells me, that his mum passed away. i cant even imagine what he must be going through, his mum was so young, and gareth was telling me that everyone who had seen her that day said she looked and seemed fine. im sorry for all you religious people out there, but as far as im concerened, there is no god, cos if there was he wouldnt take people who were kind, caring and loving towards others for no reason.
all i know is that im gonna be there for him no matter what, cos when i see him, i know he's keeping a brave face, but crying on the inside, and thats what makes me cry, the fact that i cant do anything to help him.