[013] Future!
I've been having a really good day. Even if the weather is getting almost scoring hot I've managed to keep myself busy and away from dieing from the heat! The really big and old trees that are in the woods just outside of the city boundaries are really nice. The shade from them are really refreshing. A lot of other people seem to pass by too.
I knew I was worrying about a few things way to much. I think I'm just a really impatient guy or something I guess. I've learned that over time things will be as they should be and that whatever happens does for a reason. If I can keep on the optimistic side of everything I'm sure it will always turn out. Time is important as well as trust and space! And that one can only changed things if they get their butts moving!
I've also been thinking a lot about what I want to do when I get older. I'm almost sixteen and when I watch all these people moving around each day I can't help but to wonder what I'll be doing. It's all so exciting but also really scary. I don't think I want to grow up but I know I have to someday! I know there is one thing that has been pulling on my mind lately.
I've asked a friend about what it would be like to be in something like SeeD but was told it's a cruel existence? I'm not sure! If I had a place of my own and a way to try and fix things and not be like the mean SeeD I think it would be ok. Maybe something like SOLDIER would be better? There is one person that I remember a while ago asked me to reference myself at the building. It was really super important and all this and I didn't know what to say at the time.
Cause a lot of people say really bad things about those two fractions. But I hear a lot of good things too! I guess the way that I get my information on things like these isn't as good as it should me. Maybe I'll go ask around. I just hope that man who told me to come still remembers me. It was a long time ago!
I knew I was worrying about a few things way to much. I think I'm just a really impatient guy or something I guess. I've learned that over time things will be as they should be and that whatever happens does for a reason. If I can keep on the optimistic side of everything I'm sure it will always turn out. Time is important as well as trust and space! And that one can only changed things if they get their butts moving!
I've also been thinking a lot about what I want to do when I get older. I'm almost sixteen and when I watch all these people moving around each day I can't help but to wonder what I'll be doing. It's all so exciting but also really scary. I don't think I want to grow up but I know I have to someday! I know there is one thing that has been pulling on my mind lately.
I've asked a friend about what it would be like to be in something like SeeD but was told it's a cruel existence? I'm not sure! If I had a place of my own and a way to try and fix things and not be like the mean SeeD I think it would be ok. Maybe something like SOLDIER would be better? There is one person that I remember a while ago asked me to reference myself at the building. It was really super important and all this and I didn't know what to say at the time.
Cause a lot of people say really bad things about those two fractions. But I hear a lot of good things too! I guess the way that I get my information on things like these isn't as good as it should me. Maybe I'll go ask around. I just hope that man who told me to come still remembers me. It was a long time ago!