Aug 31, 2004 21:22
i think im starting to bug people by talking about my problems....i'll just keep my mouth shut and maybe things will be better for evryone else...i dunno i know its good to get stuff off your chest but still...i dont wanna lose my friends just so i can.
i just dont want people to think im bitching all the time...
i know when people see this they're gonna say that im not bugging them but...o well im writing it anyways...
me and erin are always talking about how we miss guy hugs...sounds pathetic but who wouldnt?...
the way pat hugged me was just AWESOME...and i really miss that...i want that again...someday...someday soon....
i cant wait for school to start so i can meet someone...I REALLLY NEED SOMEONE!!!
i hope i dont mess up and do the opposite of what i want to on the 1st day...i want to be outgoing and make alot of new friends...i hope thats what happens...i dont wanna have to suffer all thru hs...WISH ME LUCK!