if a tree fell in a forest with no one around to hear it...
i want to scream and yell and curse and throw things but i can't because i live in the real world and we don't do that in the real world where i'm past my teenager years and must now act mature and responsible and civil and respectful at all times. but i want to pull people's hairs out and scream into their ears and sob in his chest and make them all understand but instead i have to write on this public journal where everyone can read my every thought but the thing is, no one does, so this is the best to publish my feelings. it's just like in reality-- i tell them everything but they don't understand. i publish publicly but they don't read. see, and people feign to abhor ignorance.
soithinkhefellforme but i didn't fall for him. is that my crime? =/