dear kel
It really bothers me that nothing will ever last. Connections always fade. People always leave. Sometimes they're gone even when they're a mere 30 feet away. It's true, nothing gold can stay.
I need to stop being surprised by this. I need to realize that this is all I will ever have, the tiny bits of happiness followed by blinding clarity that puts everything back into it's fucking place. But letting myself believe that things can be good is all that keeps me going. What happens when I stop believing?
I need to stop being surprised by this. I need to realize that this is all I will ever have, the tiny bits of happiness followed by blinding clarity that puts everything back into it's fucking place. But letting myself believe that things can be good is all that keeps me going. What happens when I stop believing?