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damn what a day.
My mom doesn't understand.
If she wants to move on then fine, do it. Just don't force me to think and act the same way you do.
I hate it here. Everytime I open the door, I feel as if my soul is being sucked out and I'll never be happy again.
not just home, every where. Everybody's gone. Shane's gone. I have absolutly nobody to talk to. nobody that cares. no calls.
i'm just so friggin depressed and I don't know how to deal with it. I almost feel like giving up and giving in;
I LOVE it how I run into people and they are all like "I haven't seen you in so long. I miss you." and all that stuff. Bull crap. you don't miss me. You just hang out with me once to make sure there are no hard feelings and then you ditch me again. some friend you are.
I'm always there for everyone, anyone, and I never have anybody always there for me. Well except for shane but he's like five hours away.
I don't fucking know. I have absolutly no family. no friends.
... the fairy tale when your still in love with me. I can't hold on. It happens all the time.
My mom doesn't understand.
If she wants to move on then fine, do it. Just don't force me to think and act the same way you do.
I hate it here. Everytime I open the door, I feel as if my soul is being sucked out and I'll never be happy again.
not just home, every where. Everybody's gone. Shane's gone. I have absolutly nobody to talk to. nobody that cares. no calls.
i'm just so friggin depressed and I don't know how to deal with it. I almost feel like giving up and giving in;
I LOVE it how I run into people and they are all like "I haven't seen you in so long. I miss you." and all that stuff. Bull crap. you don't miss me. You just hang out with me once to make sure there are no hard feelings and then you ditch me again. some friend you are.
I'm always there for everyone, anyone, and I never have anybody always there for me. Well except for shane but he's like five hours away.
I don't fucking know. I have absolutly no family. no friends.
... the fairy tale when your still in love with me. I can't hold on. It happens all the time.