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Rachelle just left me... :(
She went home to see tony(lucky bastard)
LOL j/k. I hope that I can have something like what you guys have someday.
I'm happy how things are right now. don't get me wrong.
me and J are friends for once. He actually came to see ME at work and hung out for awhile. I was shocked!
But I wish I had someone calling me to see what I am doing. Calling to say come home cuz they want to see me. Someone that would say "I love you".
I have never had ANYONE say that they loved me. I don't even remember my mom telling me that. I mean yeah my friends say "i luv ya" and blah blah blah but it always sounds like they're just saying it to say it. Not like they actually mean it ya know.
I want the "I love you hunny"
the "I miss you babe"
and the "God, your beautiful"
and holey shit...I'm looking at my new bio 111 schedule and I'm going to die.
damnit. I have a test wednesday and I have no fucking idea what is on it. I can't remember anything... nice I know.
I'm getting my car monday. Scott and I were already discussing what we're gonna do to it. muhahahah I can't fucking wait. Call me and well go cruzing if ya want.
I LOVE it how I always get fucking walked all over. It seems like I don't really have any fucking friends. Like for instance... my good friend whom I hang out with all the time has tickets to a game...well she calls EVERYONE else before me (everyone else are people that blow her off all the time) and then when she calls me she tells me how she called everyone else before me and that they can't go so now she's calling me... hmmm.. so after I said no, she calls me up like 7 am the day of the game to bitch about how the kid she is taking didn't show up to go with her. I was like yeah see what happens. but like she tells all her guy friends about personal stuff going on in my life that I don't want everyone knowing. She told this kid that we hang out with that I think he is so boring ( which I didn't even say) so then I got bitched out when I went up to see them at work the other day. and then she lies to my face and says "what I never said that were is he getting that from?" Oh and then how people make plans with me and then blow me off at last minute because they know that I'll always be there. well fuck you guys. Scott says that he doens't even know why I call you guys my friends. So I'm off. like I'm just gonna dish it bakc out to you guys and see how you like it.
She went home to see tony(lucky bastard)
LOL j/k. I hope that I can have something like what you guys have someday.
I'm happy how things are right now. don't get me wrong.
me and J are friends for once. He actually came to see ME at work and hung out for awhile. I was shocked!
But I wish I had someone calling me to see what I am doing. Calling to say come home cuz they want to see me. Someone that would say "I love you".
I have never had ANYONE say that they loved me. I don't even remember my mom telling me that. I mean yeah my friends say "i luv ya" and blah blah blah but it always sounds like they're just saying it to say it. Not like they actually mean it ya know.
I want the "I love you hunny"
the "I miss you babe"
and the "God, your beautiful"
and holey shit...I'm looking at my new bio 111 schedule and I'm going to die.
damnit. I have a test wednesday and I have no fucking idea what is on it. I can't remember anything... nice I know.
I'm getting my car monday. Scott and I were already discussing what we're gonna do to it. muhahahah I can't fucking wait. Call me and well go cruzing if ya want.
I LOVE it how I always get fucking walked all over. It seems like I don't really have any fucking friends. Like for instance... my good friend whom I hang out with all the time has tickets to a game...well she calls EVERYONE else before me (everyone else are people that blow her off all the time) and then when she calls me she tells me how she called everyone else before me and that they can't go so now she's calling me... hmmm.. so after I said no, she calls me up like 7 am the day of the game to bitch about how the kid she is taking didn't show up to go with her. I was like yeah see what happens. but like she tells all her guy friends about personal stuff going on in my life that I don't want everyone knowing. She told this kid that we hang out with that I think he is so boring ( which I didn't even say) so then I got bitched out when I went up to see them at work the other day. and then she lies to my face and says "what I never said that were is he getting that from?" Oh and then how people make plans with me and then blow me off at last minute because they know that I'll always be there. well fuck you guys. Scott says that he doens't even know why I call you guys my friends. So I'm off. like I'm just gonna dish it bakc out to you guys and see how you like it.