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omg I am having a totally fuck sucking day. oh yeah its like WHOA.
my alarm clock didn't go off in the morning for class so I was lucky that I just woke up at the right time.
I friggin hate J. Like he wont talk to me about shit about his new gf. I dunno why either. Like were supposed to be so close but I don't understand why he will talk to everyone else but me about things. and then he got pissed at me because I wouldn't stay up and help jim out becuase he had to go do something. I don't fucking know. I feel bad because I know you guys are getting sick of hearing about it but like it made me so upset that I actually started crying...yeah fucking crying becuase I'm just soo sick of everything. So I'm getting drunk. Aleshia was like robs at the bar... and I was like dude...by the time he calls me, I'm gonna be soo gone. lol.
god if this is how its gonna be for the rest of my life then I'm out. I'm checkin out. Cuz I just can't get through all this bs anymore. I'm sick of people using me, sick of getting taken advantage of, sick of being alone, just SICK OF FUCKING EVERYTHING!
my alarm clock didn't go off in the morning for class so I was lucky that I just woke up at the right time.
I friggin hate J. Like he wont talk to me about shit about his new gf. I dunno why either. Like were supposed to be so close but I don't understand why he will talk to everyone else but me about things. and then he got pissed at me because I wouldn't stay up and help jim out becuase he had to go do something. I don't fucking know. I feel bad because I know you guys are getting sick of hearing about it but like it made me so upset that I actually started crying...yeah fucking crying becuase I'm just soo sick of everything. So I'm getting drunk. Aleshia was like robs at the bar... and I was like dude...by the time he calls me, I'm gonna be soo gone. lol.
god if this is how its gonna be for the rest of my life then I'm out. I'm checkin out. Cuz I just can't get through all this bs anymore. I'm sick of people using me, sick of getting taken advantage of, sick of being alone, just SICK OF FUCKING EVERYTHING!