On the eve of yesterday...
So today... was a MESS. I have been SO sick all day. I managed to feel good enough to get dinner with Tim ( a MAJOR positive! )but I wasn't feeling like my COMPLETE self. I talked a lot. That means i'm really comfortable wtih him, but I also feel like... well, I talked a lot lol. Anyway, he's rediculously gorgeous (those eyes... those EYES... complimenting the smile SO well) but sadly eyes and a smile are a small part in what I'm looking for. So, one dinner date is not enough to go off of. Not sure QUITE yet... and the reason i'm not sure is that every time i get my hopes UP... I trip myself and klutzily fall knocking over a bowl of chocolate sauche into someone's lap causing a dog to lap it up, thus giving the dog posioning cause dog's can't eat chocolate, causing me to borrow hundreds of dollars from mom and dad and having them cut me off forever and I will end up on the corner selling my body to 37 year old drag queens for booze and burgers. What a life I lead. I'm tired. Going home tomorrow. Sweet dreams and don't forget about me just because I'm not here!
-Adam-
-Adam-