I Have a Dream...
Indeed I have a dream... or rather had a dream. Last night in fact. I think for the 9 and a half hours that I was sleeping last night I dreamt about Andrew for 9 of them. I woke up and literally said outloud to myself "FUCK THAT." So I rolled over, and was like Thank God that dream is done... only to continue the dream where I left off. I dreamt that Andrew and I were on some team together. Hockey, or football, or soccer or something...lol i know right? But anyway, in the beginning he kept talking/flirting with me and touching me and trying to hold my hand and I wasn't down with that. This whole dream, we were on a school bus, always traveling to our next game. Eventually, he sat with other people and not me and I found myself always looking at him and wanting to talk to him, sit next to him, just be with him. Meanwhile, the rest of the guys on the team treated me like crap. Like I was some little freshman that everyone wanted to pick on. But it just bothered me that I kept longing to be next Andrew and he wouldn't give me the time of day to even look at me.
I hate dreams like that. I think it's a result of someone saying "Wouldn't that be weird if you and Andrew ended up getting the Stone Lab job together?.... and you were ROOMATES?" Thanks for that. I'd rather he get the job and me not get it if it means we'll get the job together. BUT if we do both get the job... i'm not turning it down. They're taking 4 or 5 people. I have like a 4% chance of getting this job, so I really shouldn't worry about that. I have a lot to look forward to here... either way, things will be A-OK ; )
-Adam-
I hate dreams like that. I think it's a result of someone saying "Wouldn't that be weird if you and Andrew ended up getting the Stone Lab job together?.... and you were ROOMATES?" Thanks for that. I'd rather he get the job and me not get it if it means we'll get the job together. BUT if we do both get the job... i'm not turning it down. They're taking 4 or 5 people. I have like a 4% chance of getting this job, so I really shouldn't worry about that. I have a lot to look forward to here... either way, things will be A-OK ; )
-Adam-