Stand by You (one shot.)
This is just a little nonsense that I thought of when I was listening to 'TVXQ's Stand by U'
it's a one-shot... but I'm not sure exactly who it's about...
'Since that day you left with out a work of goodbye.’
Why?
Was I not good enough for you?
Did you not love me as much as I loved you?
Was it all one sided?
‘I feel the scenery around me has changed.’
Your shoes aren’t next to the door anymore.
Your bright jackets aren’t hanging on the kitchen chairs anymore.
Your toothbrush isn’t next to mine anymore.
The atmosphere is different now.
It’s not home anymore.
Just a house full of memories.
‘The promise I made
that I would become your everything’
My promise was broken unintentionally.
I am no longer your everything.
I wonder if you found someone to replace me.
‘And the incomplete memories
have also changed.’
We can no longer make any more memories together.
Whether they be good or bad.
There is nothing from now on.
‘When you were crying by yourself back then,
If only I had run into you,
You would still be by my side.’
How could I have been stupid enough to leave your side for even a single moment?
Was it someone else that came to your side?
Or did you not want me there in your time of need?
‘If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you’
It’s too late now.
I didn’t say it enough times when we were together.
Now I have so many regrets.
Just because of those three words.
Where’s my second chance?
Should I get one too?
‘But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
Cannot reach you anymore.’
Those three words.
That mean the world to me.
Will never reach your ears again.
And they will never leave my mouth to a different person again.
‘Where are you now?’
Where did you go?
Without me there?
‘Who are you being with?’
Is he treating you better than I did?
Oh how I long to be by your side instead.
But I can’t be that selfish and keep you always.
If only I could.
‘What kind of clothes are you wearing?’
I remember.
Shopping was your favorite activity even though you knew I dreaded it.
And now that you’re gone.
I feel the need to see you.
To imagine what you would wear at a time like this.
‘What are you doing and laughing at?’
Are you with him?
Can he make you laugh like I could?
Or are you as miserable as I am?
‘I am right here.’
In the same place.
Waiting for you.
‘Even now I am right here.’
Hoping for a possibility that you will walk through the front door and throw your arms around my neck.
Smiling.
‘And yet I still believe that we will see each other again.’
Just once more.
So I can tell you how much I miss you.
‘You’re the only one I’m thinking of.’
24/7.
You’re in my thoughts.
And in my heart.
‘Just one more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
Asking me “guess who”
And expecting me to say out your name’
Memories come rushing back to me.
Only the happy ones.
I only want to be able to smile when I think of you.
But, why does it hurt so much at the same time?
‘Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.’
How I wish it was still just the two of us.
Spending time with each other without a care in the world.
‘I can’t forget you.’
It’s impossible.
Because you are you, and no one with ever replace you.
‘But the truth is, I don’t want to forget you.’
All the memories that we have.
Are implanted in my mind.
And they aren’t going anywhere.
‘I can’t feel even a bit of happiness’
The alcohol doesn’t help,
the anti-depressants do nothing,
To numb the pain.
Or the hurt.
‘Because you’re not by my side.’
It’s pointless to continue to smile.
When there’s nothing to smile about.
Without you here.
‘No matter how hard I try,
I’ll end up crying
And my tears just won’t stop.’
Holding on memories of you pains me.
But I won’t forget them.
Because they are your’s.
The tears won’t stop because you never leave my mind.
‘Therefore, I am right here.’
Waiting for you.
Whether it’s you or my imagination.
‘Singing the song by myself’
Our song.
But you’re not here to sing it with me anymore.
‘Even though I don’t have any reason to embrace this pain anymore.’
Anyone would say I’m stupid.
To let go of you.
But I just can’t.
‘I can’t help but do it.’
I keep all the pain.
Because it’s the only thing you left me.
‘Even if I know that days
When you were by my side making my world shine.
Won’t come back again.’
Without you.
Nothing is as it used to be,
My life turned upside down.
Just because of you.
‘And no matter what will happen,
No matter how far I’m lost,
I never want to forget that my heart was
Chosen to love you.’
My heart was chosen to love you.
And only you.
‘No matter where you are,
No matter who you are being with,
No matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
Or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.’
Because I love you.
And you loved me.
'Even now, I am right here,
Believing in a day that we will meet again.'
It’s the only thought that keeps me sane.
‘This feeling won’t change,’
Ever.
And I don’t want it to.
‘you are the only one I’m thinking of.’
Even if I am not in your thoughts.
‘This feeling won’t change,’
‘You are the only one I’m thinking of.’
I will always stand by you.
Through everything.
it's a one-shot... but I'm not sure exactly who it's about...
'Since that day you left with out a work of goodbye.’
Why?
Was I not good enough for you?
Did you not love me as much as I loved you?
Was it all one sided?
‘I feel the scenery around me has changed.’
Your shoes aren’t next to the door anymore.
Your bright jackets aren’t hanging on the kitchen chairs anymore.
Your toothbrush isn’t next to mine anymore.
The atmosphere is different now.
It’s not home anymore.
Just a house full of memories.
‘The promise I made
that I would become your everything’
My promise was broken unintentionally.
I am no longer your everything.
I wonder if you found someone to replace me.
‘And the incomplete memories
have also changed.’
We can no longer make any more memories together.
Whether they be good or bad.
There is nothing from now on.
‘When you were crying by yourself back then,
If only I had run into you,
You would still be by my side.’
How could I have been stupid enough to leave your side for even a single moment?
Was it someone else that came to your side?
Or did you not want me there in your time of need?
‘If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you’
It’s too late now.
I didn’t say it enough times when we were together.
Now I have so many regrets.
Just because of those three words.
Where’s my second chance?
Should I get one too?
‘But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
Cannot reach you anymore.’
Those three words.
That mean the world to me.
Will never reach your ears again.
And they will never leave my mouth to a different person again.
‘Where are you now?’
Where did you go?
Without me there?
‘Who are you being with?’
Is he treating you better than I did?
Oh how I long to be by your side instead.
But I can’t be that selfish and keep you always.
If only I could.
‘What kind of clothes are you wearing?’
I remember.
Shopping was your favorite activity even though you knew I dreaded it.
And now that you’re gone.
I feel the need to see you.
To imagine what you would wear at a time like this.
‘What are you doing and laughing at?’
Are you with him?
Can he make you laugh like I could?
Or are you as miserable as I am?
‘I am right here.’
In the same place.
Waiting for you.
‘Even now I am right here.’
Hoping for a possibility that you will walk through the front door and throw your arms around my neck.
Smiling.
‘And yet I still believe that we will see each other again.’
Just once more.
So I can tell you how much I miss you.
‘You’re the only one I’m thinking of.’
24/7.
You’re in my thoughts.
And in my heart.
‘Just one more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
Asking me “guess who”
And expecting me to say out your name’
Memories come rushing back to me.
Only the happy ones.
I only want to be able to smile when I think of you.
But, why does it hurt so much at the same time?
‘Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.’
How I wish it was still just the two of us.
Spending time with each other without a care in the world.
‘I can’t forget you.’
It’s impossible.
Because you are you, and no one with ever replace you.
‘But the truth is, I don’t want to forget you.’
All the memories that we have.
Are implanted in my mind.
And they aren’t going anywhere.
‘I can’t feel even a bit of happiness’
The alcohol doesn’t help,
the anti-depressants do nothing,
To numb the pain.
Or the hurt.
‘Because you’re not by my side.’
It’s pointless to continue to smile.
When there’s nothing to smile about.
Without you here.
‘No matter how hard I try,
I’ll end up crying
And my tears just won’t stop.’
Holding on memories of you pains me.
But I won’t forget them.
Because they are your’s.
The tears won’t stop because you never leave my mind.
‘Therefore, I am right here.’
Waiting for you.
Whether it’s you or my imagination.
‘Singing the song by myself’
Our song.
But you’re not here to sing it with me anymore.
‘Even though I don’t have any reason to embrace this pain anymore.’
Anyone would say I’m stupid.
To let go of you.
But I just can’t.
‘I can’t help but do it.’
I keep all the pain.
Because it’s the only thing you left me.
‘Even if I know that days
When you were by my side making my world shine.
Won’t come back again.’
Without you.
Nothing is as it used to be,
My life turned upside down.
Just because of you.
‘And no matter what will happen,
No matter how far I’m lost,
I never want to forget that my heart was
Chosen to love you.’
My heart was chosen to love you.
And only you.
‘No matter where you are,
No matter who you are being with,
No matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
Or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.’
Because I love you.
And you loved me.
'Even now, I am right here,
Believing in a day that we will meet again.'
It’s the only thought that keeps me sane.
‘This feeling won’t change,’
Ever.
And I don’t want it to.
‘you are the only one I’m thinking of.’
Even if I am not in your thoughts.
‘This feeling won’t change,’
‘You are the only one I’m thinking of.’
I will always stand by you.
Through everything.