Angel Maker 23/27
title: Angel Maker
chapter rating: NC-17
warnings: mild language
summary: Mathematically gifted Oh Sehun makes a miscalculation that could cost him his life when he agrees to run an errand for an old high school acquaintance. The job brings Sehun face to face with much more than he'd bargained for and suddenly he has to question the binary makings of his existence, eventually ending up coming across the most delicate secret hosted by a quasi-governmental data bank.
story notes: See the foreword for more information on the story.
Sehun felt everything freeze, his mother standing a step away from him, staring at the deer crouching at the front door tying the laces. The brunette turned to look at Luhan, finding the round eyes stare up right past him at her.
"Uh… Mum", Sehun breathed out weakly. "This, uh…"
"Hello", she said simply, extending an arm at Luhan. As Sehun turned the light haired male had straightened his back, wearing his small polite smile. They shook hands. "You must be a friend of Sehun's."
"It's nice to meet you", Luhan said, sounding perfectly relaxed, calm, looking like the situation was far from awkward.
Sehun hurried to pull on his pair of canvas sneakers, caught Luhan by the arm, tugging him to the door. It was still raining. "We're going", he heard himself say, his voice strained, coming from somewhere deep inside him. "See you, mum."
"Umbrella", she said gently, sounding like the sudden encounter had certainly made her forget about being emotional.
Catching one from the vase Sehun opened it, holding it up, pulling Luhan out, one arm around the slightly shorter male's shoulders. He kicked the door shut, hurrying his steps. Luhan was breathing hard and sharp, but only once they'd left the yard did the brunette finally ask, "Are you all right?"
With a small nod the other mumbled, "Yes."
"I'm sorry. I… I didn't see that coming."
"No. It's not your fault." Luhan offered that small smile, but it was obviously a way to cover up how out of place he was. Sehun could see it in his eyes, the dark pools growing into stormy, fearful oceans once again. "That was just… surprising."
"You handled it well." The brunette smiled wide, wishing it'd cheer Luhan up some. He felt the light haired fawn relax a little against him as they walked side by side under the umbrella.
Making their way through the gloomy dark city whose lights were lighting up the sky, blinking and moving its many tentacles like an animal the two finally arrived at Luhan's house. Shivering from the cold they stood close to each other as they rode the elevator up. Sehun's feet were soaked and their trouser legs were wet from the rain, but it wasn't even nearly as bad as how Luhan had been earlier. The cream haired boy nearly dropped the key a few times with how his hands were trembling, finally unlocking the door to let them inside.
Sehun felt like he'd come home.
He set down the bag, following Luhan further into the apartment, remaining by the sofa as Luhan moved to the bedroom, soon to return with the pair of pyjama bottoms Sehun had borrowed the previous night. The brunette couldn't help watching as the older changed into college pants, blushing as he realized he was still gawking like this, no matter how natural he felt with Luhan. Still shy, he hesitated before stripping out of the damp jeans, quickly pulling on the pyjamas.
"Sorry you had to hear about the divorce and that", Sehun said at last. "It was the only thing I could come up with so suddenly."
"It's all right." Luhan shook his head and moved to the kitchen to boil water for tea.
"Do you think…" Sehun frowned, leaning against the back of the couch. "Do you think what mum said has to do with… you, and all?"
The other shrugged a little and reached to pick mugs from the cupboard. "I'm not sure", he said, looking over at Sehun, radiating and beautiful as ever, and Sehun felt warm inside. The way Sehun kept talking about these things didn't seem to bother him as much as the younger had assumed it might. "Maybe."
The brunette stood up, walking across the room to the kitchen, slithering his arms around the elder’s waist from behind, holding him against his chest. Luhan chuckled lightly, but didn't make a move to wiggle away, leaning back into the embrace. "I don't have to think or convince myself", Sehun mumbled against the silken light hair, "that I love you. I just know I do."
Luhan turned his head a little to peer back at him. "You're too kind."
Pulling back a little Sehun pulled a serious face before uttering, "Can I look at it…? The… The scar."
Luhan hesitated before nodding slightly. Carefully, only letting go of the other with one hand he brushed the creamy hair aside; as lightly as possible the brunette traced the thin, blunt numbers burnt to the skin. 114-125. He felt Luhan shiver under his touch, ever so slightly tightening his hold of the thin frame. Biting his lip for a moment, not sure what to say Sehun leaned to place a small, soft kiss on the blunt, sharp-edged digits. The peach skin tasted sweet, but the scars felt ragged under his lips. "I'm sorry", he whispered against them, his lips brushing the skin. "I know I can't help it, but I wish you didn't have to go through all that."
The water was coming to a boil, but Sehun made no move to let Luhan go.
"It's not that big a deal", Luhan mused. "It's not like I'd been kidnapped or anything. I always lived there."
"So you really never even met your family?"
Luhan nodded a bit. "I was born there. I don't know if I even had parents. I told you, right?"
"Mm." He couldn't describe how bad he felt for the other. Nobody should have to go through such things. Sure, life was cruel, but… He thought about what his mother had said; that his father's work had included something she'd been against. It had to have something to do with the experiments. Without pulling away from Sehun, the older poured the hot water into cups and dipped bags of tea into both; but even with the tea ready neither of them made a move to step apart. His cheeks red with blush the brunette caressed the other's stomach lightly with his hands, resting his chin against Luhan's shoulder, watching him add a dash of sugar into both mugs. The other was plain blue; the other one had colourful polkadot paint.
Finding some courage stem from someplace deep inside him Sehun trailed a slow path of kisses down the side of the other's lean neck. Luhan tilted his head to the side, placing his hands on top of Sehun's, linking their fingers. The silence of the apartment felt comforting and secure, enveloping them in its safety. Sehun buried his nose into the light locks of hair, inhaling the soft scent. Finally he moved to turn Luhan around in his arms, exploring the peaceful round eyes for a moment before kissing the plump lips, his heart fluttering in its cage. The delicate fingers pushed into his hair, Luhan's other hand stroking the back of his neck; Sehun tightened his embrace ever so slightly as a shiver ran down his spine. Doing this felt so well, it put his mind at ease.
The tea forgotten they were clinging onto each other; Luhan pulled him back a step, leaning slightly against the counter, while Sehun refused to let go, getting lost in the almond pools. Swallowing he parted his kiss-swollen lips to mumble, "I can't help feeling like I'd known you since day one. The moment I saw you I felt like… a whole different person."
Luhan placed a soft peck on the corner of his mouth, speaking quietly against his skin. "I've never felt this safe with someone."
Sehun couldn't help smiling. He stole another kiss, loving the feel of those lips so, stroking the other's lean back.
He hated to pull apart as Luhan nodded toward the two mugs after a good while. Picking the plain one Sehun watched Luhan who didn't move from his position by the counter. For a moment the brunette was able to forget everything else and focus on this very moment. It didn't matter how had Luhan come to exist: what mattered was that they'd met, one way or the other, and they were here, now, together. He sipped the warm tea while his heart was still skipping beats.
They didn't speak as they drank their mugs empty. Once they were done Luhan gave both mugs a quick wash and returned them into the cupboard. Only then did he move from the kitchenette, Sehun quick to follow, stopping at the sofa again as the light haired male moved about the apartment doing little things like pulling the curtains and turning off the lights at the entrance hall.
It felt like the most natural thing to lie in bed next to Luhan. Sehun felt like this was the way things were supposed to be; for once nothing was wrong with his life. Luhan curled up against him under the covers, his hands clinging on to the front of the brunette's shirt, Sehun resting a hand over the small curve of his waist. At times he'd press a kiss onto the soft hair or the other's forehead, drawing meaningless patterns and following the creases of the T-shirt with his fingertips. He couldn't quite stop his heart from pounding, though, nor could he shake the blush. Every time Luhan shifted slightly the night brought back the ever so vivid images of the deer-eyed male naked on top of him. Unable to help feeling embarrassed about thinking about it over and over again Sehun bit his lip, swallowing the thick mucus in his throat.
"Last night", he murmured into the darkness, feeling Luhan shift and nod a little. Sehun found himself unsure of what had he thought about saying. "Last night… I can't stop thinking about it." He hid his face in the light locks of hair, hearing the muffled chuckle.
"Don't worry… You're not the only one." Luhan's voice sounded distant, but Sehun could feel it against his chest where the other's breaths had left a warm spot onto his skin through the shirt. They were quiet for a moment; then, the gentle voice hummed quietly, "This is our fate, I'm yours…"
He felt his body move before his mind caught on: Sehun pushed Luhan onto his back, propping his weight onto his elbow. The other looked surprised, his breaths sharper, but a tiny smile was glistening in his eyes. In one quick movement, not giving himself the time to hesitate the brunette dipped his head down to kiss the pink lips. Once again Luhan's hands pushed into his hair, tangling amongst the brown locks, tugging lightly at the strands for a moment before coming to drag down his chest. The light mewl muffling against his mouth ran right down Sehun's spine. He snuck an arm around the other, pulling Luhan's back ever so slightly off the bed, hungrily moving to kiss his jaw and neck.
The way Luhan pushed him back caught him by surprise, but looking down at the light haired male slowly running his tongue over his lips washed the feeling right out. His breaths shivering the brunette let the other tug the shirt off him, feeling cold despite the covers still clinging over his back. Luhan's fingers trailed down his chest; Sehun let his eyes fall shut, his heart pounding.
"You really don't care", the songlike voice whispered, and Sehun opened his eyes to stare into the bottomless eyes, "about where I come from?"
He shook his head, leaning to rest his forehead against Luhan's. "I couldn't care less."
The cream haired one caught his lips, wrapped his arms around Sehun's neck, pulling him lower; but soon enough he'd forced Sehun up again, hurriedly pulling off his own shirt. Before Sehun could do a thing, though, the older had pushed him onto his back, pressing against his side, lean fingers slithering past the waistband of the pyjama pants to push them down. The pleasant jolt rushing through his body made Sehun hiss involuntarily, his eyes slipping shut for a moment. He could hear the other let a soft hum as he kept stroking Sehun over the boxers. Swallowing, Sehun forced his eyes open, reaching to pull the deer-eyed male closer to plant a little shaky kiss on the corner of his smile. Soon enough the pink lips were placing kisses on his collarbones and down his chest.
"Oh man", the brunette breathed out, pressing his fingertips onto the small of Luhan's back.
As Luhan shifted to find a better position by him the brunette caught his wrist; although a little out of breath he heaved the older back to the earlier position, quick to lean to lightly bite the side of the older boy's neck, hearing the light moan. He slid a hand down the bare chest and the side of the other's thigh. Luhan let him lift his leg off the mattress, let him move his body as Sehun tugged the college bottoms off his frame; he let another moan as the brunette kissed his legs and stomach. Feeling like his heart would pop, unsure of whatever it was he was doing and whatever it was he was feeling the brunette pecked a path down the middle of the other's stomach, slipping the underwear down over Luhan's hips; briefly biting his lip Sehun ran the tip of his tongue over the other's erection.
The deer-eyed male let a soft sigh, catching Sehun's hand on his waist, crossing their fingers, his nails pressing onto Sehun's skin. The brunette felt his heart stuck somewhere below his Adam's apple as he kept lightly licking the other, finally wrapping his lips around the tip. The flavour filling his mouth was odd, foreign, but the brunette pushed it aside, dipping his head a little lower, feeling the other shudder under his hands, the strained gasp not slipping his ears. Luhan whimpered and scratched the back of his hand slightly. Sucking gently the brunette slid both palms onto the elder’s hips; he let Luhan slip with a pop, panting lightly as he turned to look up at the cream haired male's face.
Luhan pouted childishly, wiggling a little, giving Sehun's thigh a small kick. "Why'd you stop…"
"I want you", Sehun exhaled, climbing onto all fours, crawling up to nibble tenderly on the other's earlobe. "Please…"
The soft fingertips caressed his side as the deer-eyed boy shifted to the side, not pushing Sehun away this time; soon enough he turned his head to whisper into the brunette's ear, "You'll need to prepare me."
Shoving the bottle of lotion into his hands Luhan kissed his cheek, the smile obvious on his flushed face. Sehun swallowed; sure, it wasn't his first time, now, but the fear of ending up hurting the older loomed in his gut nevertheless as he smeared his fingers in the cold gel.
The light haired male let a breathy whimper as Sehun pressed a digit inside him, pinching his eyes shut, and Sehun halted for a while before daring to move his hand. He couldn't get over how beautiful the older looked, his cheeks burning red and his lips parted, one hand lightly fisting the corner of the pillow. Sehun bit his lip, snuggling his nose into the nook of the other's neck, soon enough daring to insert another digit. He slid his other arm around Luhan's waist again, palm flat on his back.
Sehun had lost track of time as the cream haired male finally spoke again. "Please--" The words died into a moan that made Sehun shudder with pleasure of his own. "Sehun…" (Gods; he'd never grow tired of hearing his name leave the pink lips.) "I'm good, please--"
Kicking off the underwear he gasped against the pale skin as he slowly and carefully pushed in, stopping almost as soon as the short nails were clawing his back and the boy under him was crying out, gasping for air. "I'm hurting you", he managed to exhale; but Luhan shook his head, stopping him from moving back either.
"It's-- fine." Sehun felt a soft, trembling kiss on his shoulder. Eventually he could feel the other relax a little, the pecks on his neck grow less hasty, and with it Sehun dared to push further, biting his lip hard to muffle a moan of his own. Luhan shifted to wrap his legs around Sehun's hip, mewling loudly as Sehun slid deeper. The younger could feel Luhan's fast pulse, his own heart pounding just as hard as he had to fight the immense need to thrust his hips.
The heels pressing against his lower back were pushing him and Sehun gladly complied, letting Luhan set his pace, rocking against the other ever so slightly. The tiny gasps and moans that muffled against his neck left a heated spot on his sweating skin, and at last Sehun pushed himself up onto his arms, staring down at the light haired male's flushed face, the almond eyes that looked black with lust and passion. Luhan was breathing hard, bringing his hands to caress Sehun's neck and shoulders, pushing his fingers into the messy brown hair, sliding the boy's fringe up off his eyes. He let a light, breathy chuckle. "You should… wear your hair off your eyes…"
Grimacing down at the other Sehun pulled back a little, watching the other close his eyes; and then, pushed back in as deep as he could, groaning softly and biting his lip. Luhan moaned, the perfect face twisted with pleasure, the thin fingers balling into fists as he gripped Sehun's hair. He cursed aloud as the rocking of their bodies sent jolts up his spine and made the knot in his stomach tighten. The cries leaving the pink lips, seeing the beautiful face like this once again, large bright eyes pinched shut, knowing it was because of him and nothing else but him - Sehun felt almost proud. His hip bucked and he thrust deep into the other's body. The light haired male gasped again, opening his eyes wide looking almost surprised; repeating the movement the brunette was roughly tugged down by the hands tangled in his sweaty hair.
Luhan's moans were growing louder with each thrust, his heels pressing hard against Sehun's back. Bringing a hand to support the other's hips Sehun placed messy, hasty kisses onto his ear, the side of his neck, down his shoulder. He was panting, feeling the peak creep closer and closer.
The light haired male let a shaky, loud cry that took him by surprise, his muscles clenching around Sehun as he came. The sudden tightness was enough to send him over his edge, and Sehun moaned against the porcelain skin as he buried himself into the beautiful male, his fingers gripping Luhan hard, breath knocked out of him as stars exploded in his vision. His arms gave up, and as carefully as he could Sehun lowered himself onto the other.
It took a good while before he could bring himself to get up and off Luhan, falling onto the bed by the other. He was still panting lightly; over his own breaths he could hear Luhan let a soft, happy hum, and the light haired male rolled onto his side to press close to Sehun.
"You're like no other", the smooth songlike voice whispered into the night. Sehun felt the awkward, stupid grin on his face, but had no energy to do anything about it. "You're too kind… You make me feel like this…" The deer eyed male let a sigh. "I feel almost like you were some missing piece of me, I don't want you to leave me."
"I'm not leaving you." The brunette sat up ever so slightly, looking down at the male by his side. He was surprised by the other's words. "Luhan… If you don't want me gone I'll be right here with you forever."
The bottomless cold eyes were on him, exploring his gaze, and at last the genuine bright smile crept onto his face. Luhan brought a hand to press Sehun back down, not moving his fingers off the younger's chest once Sehun had relaxed back on the bed. They remained silent, exhausted, and at last Sehun reached to pull the covers over their mingled bodies. Luhan let another approving sound, lips brushing against his shoulder. Sehun turned his head to breathe in the scent of his hair, pressing a small kiss onto his forehead. Luhan chuckled sleepily.
"I love you", the brunette whispered.
"Mmhmm", hummed the deer-eyed boy quietly.
chapter rating: NC-17
warnings: mild language
summary: Mathematically gifted Oh Sehun makes a miscalculation that could cost him his life when he agrees to run an errand for an old high school acquaintance. The job brings Sehun face to face with much more than he'd bargained for and suddenly he has to question the binary makings of his existence, eventually ending up coming across the most delicate secret hosted by a quasi-governmental data bank.
story notes: See the foreword for more information on the story.
Sehun felt everything freeze, his mother standing a step away from him, staring at the deer crouching at the front door tying the laces. The brunette turned to look at Luhan, finding the round eyes stare up right past him at her.
"Uh… Mum", Sehun breathed out weakly. "This, uh…"
"Hello", she said simply, extending an arm at Luhan. As Sehun turned the light haired male had straightened his back, wearing his small polite smile. They shook hands. "You must be a friend of Sehun's."
"It's nice to meet you", Luhan said, sounding perfectly relaxed, calm, looking like the situation was far from awkward.
Sehun hurried to pull on his pair of canvas sneakers, caught Luhan by the arm, tugging him to the door. It was still raining. "We're going", he heard himself say, his voice strained, coming from somewhere deep inside him. "See you, mum."
"Umbrella", she said gently, sounding like the sudden encounter had certainly made her forget about being emotional.
Catching one from the vase Sehun opened it, holding it up, pulling Luhan out, one arm around the slightly shorter male's shoulders. He kicked the door shut, hurrying his steps. Luhan was breathing hard and sharp, but only once they'd left the yard did the brunette finally ask, "Are you all right?"
With a small nod the other mumbled, "Yes."
"I'm sorry. I… I didn't see that coming."
"No. It's not your fault." Luhan offered that small smile, but it was obviously a way to cover up how out of place he was. Sehun could see it in his eyes, the dark pools growing into stormy, fearful oceans once again. "That was just… surprising."
"You handled it well." The brunette smiled wide, wishing it'd cheer Luhan up some. He felt the light haired fawn relax a little against him as they walked side by side under the umbrella.
Making their way through the gloomy dark city whose lights were lighting up the sky, blinking and moving its many tentacles like an animal the two finally arrived at Luhan's house. Shivering from the cold they stood close to each other as they rode the elevator up. Sehun's feet were soaked and their trouser legs were wet from the rain, but it wasn't even nearly as bad as how Luhan had been earlier. The cream haired boy nearly dropped the key a few times with how his hands were trembling, finally unlocking the door to let them inside.
Sehun felt like he'd come home.
He set down the bag, following Luhan further into the apartment, remaining by the sofa as Luhan moved to the bedroom, soon to return with the pair of pyjama bottoms Sehun had borrowed the previous night. The brunette couldn't help watching as the older changed into college pants, blushing as he realized he was still gawking like this, no matter how natural he felt with Luhan. Still shy, he hesitated before stripping out of the damp jeans, quickly pulling on the pyjamas.
"Sorry you had to hear about the divorce and that", Sehun said at last. "It was the only thing I could come up with so suddenly."
"It's all right." Luhan shook his head and moved to the kitchen to boil water for tea.
"Do you think…" Sehun frowned, leaning against the back of the couch. "Do you think what mum said has to do with… you, and all?"
The other shrugged a little and reached to pick mugs from the cupboard. "I'm not sure", he said, looking over at Sehun, radiating and beautiful as ever, and Sehun felt warm inside. The way Sehun kept talking about these things didn't seem to bother him as much as the younger had assumed it might. "Maybe."
The brunette stood up, walking across the room to the kitchen, slithering his arms around the elder’s waist from behind, holding him against his chest. Luhan chuckled lightly, but didn't make a move to wiggle away, leaning back into the embrace. "I don't have to think or convince myself", Sehun mumbled against the silken light hair, "that I love you. I just know I do."
Luhan turned his head a little to peer back at him. "You're too kind."
Pulling back a little Sehun pulled a serious face before uttering, "Can I look at it…? The… The scar."
Luhan hesitated before nodding slightly. Carefully, only letting go of the other with one hand he brushed the creamy hair aside; as lightly as possible the brunette traced the thin, blunt numbers burnt to the skin. 114-125. He felt Luhan shiver under his touch, ever so slightly tightening his hold of the thin frame. Biting his lip for a moment, not sure what to say Sehun leaned to place a small, soft kiss on the blunt, sharp-edged digits. The peach skin tasted sweet, but the scars felt ragged under his lips. "I'm sorry", he whispered against them, his lips brushing the skin. "I know I can't help it, but I wish you didn't have to go through all that."
The water was coming to a boil, but Sehun made no move to let Luhan go.
"It's not that big a deal", Luhan mused. "It's not like I'd been kidnapped or anything. I always lived there."
"So you really never even met your family?"
Luhan nodded a bit. "I was born there. I don't know if I even had parents. I told you, right?"
"Mm." He couldn't describe how bad he felt for the other. Nobody should have to go through such things. Sure, life was cruel, but… He thought about what his mother had said; that his father's work had included something she'd been against. It had to have something to do with the experiments. Without pulling away from Sehun, the older poured the hot water into cups and dipped bags of tea into both; but even with the tea ready neither of them made a move to step apart. His cheeks red with blush the brunette caressed the other's stomach lightly with his hands, resting his chin against Luhan's shoulder, watching him add a dash of sugar into both mugs. The other was plain blue; the other one had colourful polkadot paint.
Finding some courage stem from someplace deep inside him Sehun trailed a slow path of kisses down the side of the other's lean neck. Luhan tilted his head to the side, placing his hands on top of Sehun's, linking their fingers. The silence of the apartment felt comforting and secure, enveloping them in its safety. Sehun buried his nose into the light locks of hair, inhaling the soft scent. Finally he moved to turn Luhan around in his arms, exploring the peaceful round eyes for a moment before kissing the plump lips, his heart fluttering in its cage. The delicate fingers pushed into his hair, Luhan's other hand stroking the back of his neck; Sehun tightened his embrace ever so slightly as a shiver ran down his spine. Doing this felt so well, it put his mind at ease.
The tea forgotten they were clinging onto each other; Luhan pulled him back a step, leaning slightly against the counter, while Sehun refused to let go, getting lost in the almond pools. Swallowing he parted his kiss-swollen lips to mumble, "I can't help feeling like I'd known you since day one. The moment I saw you I felt like… a whole different person."
Luhan placed a soft peck on the corner of his mouth, speaking quietly against his skin. "I've never felt this safe with someone."
Sehun couldn't help smiling. He stole another kiss, loving the feel of those lips so, stroking the other's lean back.
He hated to pull apart as Luhan nodded toward the two mugs after a good while. Picking the plain one Sehun watched Luhan who didn't move from his position by the counter. For a moment the brunette was able to forget everything else and focus on this very moment. It didn't matter how had Luhan come to exist: what mattered was that they'd met, one way or the other, and they were here, now, together. He sipped the warm tea while his heart was still skipping beats.
They didn't speak as they drank their mugs empty. Once they were done Luhan gave both mugs a quick wash and returned them into the cupboard. Only then did he move from the kitchenette, Sehun quick to follow, stopping at the sofa again as the light haired male moved about the apartment doing little things like pulling the curtains and turning off the lights at the entrance hall.
It felt like the most natural thing to lie in bed next to Luhan. Sehun felt like this was the way things were supposed to be; for once nothing was wrong with his life. Luhan curled up against him under the covers, his hands clinging on to the front of the brunette's shirt, Sehun resting a hand over the small curve of his waist. At times he'd press a kiss onto the soft hair or the other's forehead, drawing meaningless patterns and following the creases of the T-shirt with his fingertips. He couldn't quite stop his heart from pounding, though, nor could he shake the blush. Every time Luhan shifted slightly the night brought back the ever so vivid images of the deer-eyed male naked on top of him. Unable to help feeling embarrassed about thinking about it over and over again Sehun bit his lip, swallowing the thick mucus in his throat.
"Last night", he murmured into the darkness, feeling Luhan shift and nod a little. Sehun found himself unsure of what had he thought about saying. "Last night… I can't stop thinking about it." He hid his face in the light locks of hair, hearing the muffled chuckle.
"Don't worry… You're not the only one." Luhan's voice sounded distant, but Sehun could feel it against his chest where the other's breaths had left a warm spot onto his skin through the shirt. They were quiet for a moment; then, the gentle voice hummed quietly, "This is our fate, I'm yours…"
He felt his body move before his mind caught on: Sehun pushed Luhan onto his back, propping his weight onto his elbow. The other looked surprised, his breaths sharper, but a tiny smile was glistening in his eyes. In one quick movement, not giving himself the time to hesitate the brunette dipped his head down to kiss the pink lips. Once again Luhan's hands pushed into his hair, tangling amongst the brown locks, tugging lightly at the strands for a moment before coming to drag down his chest. The light mewl muffling against his mouth ran right down Sehun's spine. He snuck an arm around the other, pulling Luhan's back ever so slightly off the bed, hungrily moving to kiss his jaw and neck.
The way Luhan pushed him back caught him by surprise, but looking down at the light haired male slowly running his tongue over his lips washed the feeling right out. His breaths shivering the brunette let the other tug the shirt off him, feeling cold despite the covers still clinging over his back. Luhan's fingers trailed down his chest; Sehun let his eyes fall shut, his heart pounding.
"You really don't care", the songlike voice whispered, and Sehun opened his eyes to stare into the bottomless eyes, "about where I come from?"
He shook his head, leaning to rest his forehead against Luhan's. "I couldn't care less."
The cream haired one caught his lips, wrapped his arms around Sehun's neck, pulling him lower; but soon enough he'd forced Sehun up again, hurriedly pulling off his own shirt. Before Sehun could do a thing, though, the older had pushed him onto his back, pressing against his side, lean fingers slithering past the waistband of the pyjama pants to push them down. The pleasant jolt rushing through his body made Sehun hiss involuntarily, his eyes slipping shut for a moment. He could hear the other let a soft hum as he kept stroking Sehun over the boxers. Swallowing, Sehun forced his eyes open, reaching to pull the deer-eyed male closer to plant a little shaky kiss on the corner of his smile. Soon enough the pink lips were placing kisses on his collarbones and down his chest.
"Oh man", the brunette breathed out, pressing his fingertips onto the small of Luhan's back.
As Luhan shifted to find a better position by him the brunette caught his wrist; although a little out of breath he heaved the older back to the earlier position, quick to lean to lightly bite the side of the older boy's neck, hearing the light moan. He slid a hand down the bare chest and the side of the other's thigh. Luhan let him lift his leg off the mattress, let him move his body as Sehun tugged the college bottoms off his frame; he let another moan as the brunette kissed his legs and stomach. Feeling like his heart would pop, unsure of whatever it was he was doing and whatever it was he was feeling the brunette pecked a path down the middle of the other's stomach, slipping the underwear down over Luhan's hips; briefly biting his lip Sehun ran the tip of his tongue over the other's erection.
The deer-eyed male let a soft sigh, catching Sehun's hand on his waist, crossing their fingers, his nails pressing onto Sehun's skin. The brunette felt his heart stuck somewhere below his Adam's apple as he kept lightly licking the other, finally wrapping his lips around the tip. The flavour filling his mouth was odd, foreign, but the brunette pushed it aside, dipping his head a little lower, feeling the other shudder under his hands, the strained gasp not slipping his ears. Luhan whimpered and scratched the back of his hand slightly. Sucking gently the brunette slid both palms onto the elder’s hips; he let Luhan slip with a pop, panting lightly as he turned to look up at the cream haired male's face.
Luhan pouted childishly, wiggling a little, giving Sehun's thigh a small kick. "Why'd you stop…"
"I want you", Sehun exhaled, climbing onto all fours, crawling up to nibble tenderly on the other's earlobe. "Please…"
The soft fingertips caressed his side as the deer-eyed boy shifted to the side, not pushing Sehun away this time; soon enough he turned his head to whisper into the brunette's ear, "You'll need to prepare me."
Shoving the bottle of lotion into his hands Luhan kissed his cheek, the smile obvious on his flushed face. Sehun swallowed; sure, it wasn't his first time, now, but the fear of ending up hurting the older loomed in his gut nevertheless as he smeared his fingers in the cold gel.
The light haired male let a breathy whimper as Sehun pressed a digit inside him, pinching his eyes shut, and Sehun halted for a while before daring to move his hand. He couldn't get over how beautiful the older looked, his cheeks burning red and his lips parted, one hand lightly fisting the corner of the pillow. Sehun bit his lip, snuggling his nose into the nook of the other's neck, soon enough daring to insert another digit. He slid his other arm around Luhan's waist again, palm flat on his back.
Sehun had lost track of time as the cream haired male finally spoke again. "Please--" The words died into a moan that made Sehun shudder with pleasure of his own. "Sehun…" (Gods; he'd never grow tired of hearing his name leave the pink lips.) "I'm good, please--"
Kicking off the underwear he gasped against the pale skin as he slowly and carefully pushed in, stopping almost as soon as the short nails were clawing his back and the boy under him was crying out, gasping for air. "I'm hurting you", he managed to exhale; but Luhan shook his head, stopping him from moving back either.
"It's-- fine." Sehun felt a soft, trembling kiss on his shoulder. Eventually he could feel the other relax a little, the pecks on his neck grow less hasty, and with it Sehun dared to push further, biting his lip hard to muffle a moan of his own. Luhan shifted to wrap his legs around Sehun's hip, mewling loudly as Sehun slid deeper. The younger could feel Luhan's fast pulse, his own heart pounding just as hard as he had to fight the immense need to thrust his hips.
The heels pressing against his lower back were pushing him and Sehun gladly complied, letting Luhan set his pace, rocking against the other ever so slightly. The tiny gasps and moans that muffled against his neck left a heated spot on his sweating skin, and at last Sehun pushed himself up onto his arms, staring down at the light haired male's flushed face, the almond eyes that looked black with lust and passion. Luhan was breathing hard, bringing his hands to caress Sehun's neck and shoulders, pushing his fingers into the messy brown hair, sliding the boy's fringe up off his eyes. He let a light, breathy chuckle. "You should… wear your hair off your eyes…"
Grimacing down at the other Sehun pulled back a little, watching the other close his eyes; and then, pushed back in as deep as he could, groaning softly and biting his lip. Luhan moaned, the perfect face twisted with pleasure, the thin fingers balling into fists as he gripped Sehun's hair. He cursed aloud as the rocking of their bodies sent jolts up his spine and made the knot in his stomach tighten. The cries leaving the pink lips, seeing the beautiful face like this once again, large bright eyes pinched shut, knowing it was because of him and nothing else but him - Sehun felt almost proud. His hip bucked and he thrust deep into the other's body. The light haired male gasped again, opening his eyes wide looking almost surprised; repeating the movement the brunette was roughly tugged down by the hands tangled in his sweaty hair.
Luhan's moans were growing louder with each thrust, his heels pressing hard against Sehun's back. Bringing a hand to support the other's hips Sehun placed messy, hasty kisses onto his ear, the side of his neck, down his shoulder. He was panting, feeling the peak creep closer and closer.
The light haired male let a shaky, loud cry that took him by surprise, his muscles clenching around Sehun as he came. The sudden tightness was enough to send him over his edge, and Sehun moaned against the porcelain skin as he buried himself into the beautiful male, his fingers gripping Luhan hard, breath knocked out of him as stars exploded in his vision. His arms gave up, and as carefully as he could Sehun lowered himself onto the other.
It took a good while before he could bring himself to get up and off Luhan, falling onto the bed by the other. He was still panting lightly; over his own breaths he could hear Luhan let a soft, happy hum, and the light haired male rolled onto his side to press close to Sehun.
"You're like no other", the smooth songlike voice whispered into the night. Sehun felt the awkward, stupid grin on his face, but had no energy to do anything about it. "You're too kind… You make me feel like this…" The deer eyed male let a sigh. "I feel almost like you were some missing piece of me, I don't want you to leave me."
"I'm not leaving you." The brunette sat up ever so slightly, looking down at the male by his side. He was surprised by the other's words. "Luhan… If you don't want me gone I'll be right here with you forever."
The bottomless cold eyes were on him, exploring his gaze, and at last the genuine bright smile crept onto his face. Luhan brought a hand to press Sehun back down, not moving his fingers off the younger's chest once Sehun had relaxed back on the bed. They remained silent, exhausted, and at last Sehun reached to pull the covers over their mingled bodies. Luhan let another approving sound, lips brushing against his shoulder. Sehun turned his head to breathe in the scent of his hair, pressing a small kiss onto his forehead. Luhan chuckled sleepily.
"I love you", the brunette whispered.
"Mmhmm", hummed the deer-eyed boy quietly.