I wanted to make another, happy entry, but I can't....
I'm crying, I'm crying hard...
my grandma died yesterday....
noone could tell me, cause my mobile was still not free...
*fucking mobile company*
my aunt said she died in sleep...
best way, isn't it...
but, but still, I will miss her so much....
I knew she was ill, pretty ill, the doctor told us, she will die because of it, but so fast...
I knew, now she's not in pain anymore, but, but she was my only grandparent lefgt....
since 2003 every year a relative died, why?
it's so unfair...
and now i can't even reach my mom...
I want to, I really want to...
I, I could talk to saki, it helped, a little...
But still, I will miss her...
crying alone.....
my grandma died yesterday....
noone could tell me, cause my mobile was still not free...
*fucking mobile company*
my aunt said she died in sleep...
best way, isn't it...
but, but still, I will miss her so much....
I knew she was ill, pretty ill, the doctor told us, she will die because of it, but so fast...
I knew, now she's not in pain anymore, but, but she was my only grandparent lefgt....
since 2003 every year a relative died, why?
it's so unfair...
and now i can't even reach my mom...
I want to, I really want to...
I, I could talk to saki, it helped, a little...
But still, I will miss her...
crying alone.....