Thank You
A/N: Sorry I haven't updated Darkness yet T_T ... I've been juggling typing that out with all my school work and projects and it's been hecktic T_____T ... I'll aim for this weekend maybe for an update? maybe? not sure @_@ .... but anyways, I thought of this while I was in math class and I had to get it all writen out before I forgot!~ So i decided to type it up and post it!~ ^^ Don't throw bricks at me for not updating yet! it will happen ^^ Anyways, going to try and type a bit of it now!~ Enjoy this and leave a comment if you'd like ^^
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Closer and closer,
I fall to my end.
Repenting every sin,
Repenting every mistake;
Apologizing for my existence.
I’m sorry I was never good enough.
Never good enough for friendship.
Never good enough for true love.
Never good enough to ever be proud of.
I’m my own mistake;
Not worthy of this world,
That clearly hisses at me in distaste.
Even the pearlescent liquid that fills my throat,
Truly disgusted that it is the one to bring end to a being such as myself.
Pure Torture.
I’m sorry I was a smudge in everyone’s memories.
I’m sorry I brought exhausting hate out of everyone to me.
I’m not that special;
I’m sorry I wasted your breath.
That’s why I shall never take another.
I’m sorry I caused hurt,
I’m sorry I caused pain,
I’m sorry I have apologies that may seem empty in everyone’s eyes.
I thank every spiteful word thrown at me.
I thank every piercing gaze of hate blessed my way.
I thank everyone for helping me see the light;
I see it so clear now.
I’m drifting closer and closer,
Letting go and leaving forever.
Thank you for helping me to leave this world;
It brought me to another.
One that is truly accepting;
Thank You.