Darkness [Part 1]
Title: Darkness
Author: KeyJah
Characters/Pairings: Taeyeon, Yuri, Tiffany, Jessica, TaeNy, YulSic, TaeRi, JeTi, TaengSic, YulTi, small appearances by other SNSD members.
Length: Part 1
Genera: Angst, Romance, Smut.
Rating: R, NC-17
Summary: Darkness can have many layers with depths beyond what we can believe. What happens when you pull into it? Pulling into the sin of lust and going lower for revenge? What happens when a simple thing at first, tumbles your world into the pits of blackness, begging to see the light again?
A/N: Ok I know you all miss my writting (LOL wishful thinking maybe? :PP) so I have a treat. This is a smut I'm working on. -blush blush- first time writing it honestly I DONT KNOW HOW SMUT WRITTERS DO IT!!! I haven't exactly reached the good stuff yet but my hands are already shaking a bit. And even though its not at those parts yet,I have to say I'm really happy with how its turning out. Is it wrong to like your own smut? o.o wait ... does that make me a pervert O_O!!!! . . . oh well :PPPP ... This is just a preview because it's not yet. I just want to see the responses I get so far before I post it. Enjoy and wait for the full thing ^^!~
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Darkness. The definition of this seven letter word is as follows: the state or quality of being dark; absence or deficiency of light; weakness or evil. Shadows, blackout, shadiness, obscurity are just some of the words that follow the meaning of darkness.
Right now, the meaning of darkness would be the logical one that first comes to one’s mind; pitch black.
There is nothing but pitch black emptiness to the untrained eye. In this dressing room that is backstage of the music station, there is no light anywhere to illuminate the useless and forgotten equipment that sits collecting dust. You know though, when you’re in darkness, your senses become heightened. Every sound crisp and clear and reverberating in your ears. Every touch paints what the blindness takes away. Every faint scent becomes overwhelmingly beautiful. Everything leaves you on edge.
Here in this forgotten dressing room, to the untrained eye, is nothing more than another room that you would pass by. To people who actually stop and pay attention, they realize there is a little more to it than that. Well not so much the room itself, but what lies within. Well it’s not even so much “what” as to “who”.
Two beings make shushed haste in this room. The ruffling of shirts begging to be opened, the roaming flamed fingers trailing along their souls, their erratic heartbeat ringing in their ears becomes defining.
Yuri has her pinned against wall with no intention of letting her go. She dips her head down and beings a raining assault on the neck of her temptation.
“Y-Yurrr-ri, p-please i-i-I c-can-n’t”
“Kim Taeyeon your mine.”
The words were growled against the heated skin of Taeyeon’s neck. Yuri knew she was going too far with this but she couldn’t fight herself any longer. She knew Taeyeon and Tiffany were together but at that moment she could care less. She had Taeyeon where she wanted her and wouldn’t give up this kind of opportunity for anything. She would take the consequences that would come later but right now, she needed this; she needed her.
"Yu-ahhh”
Yuri’s nails grazed beneath the shirt of her desire and made Taeyeon quiver under her touch. Yuri had Taeyeon’s wrists high above her head with one hand and one leg in between the smaller girls two, to ensure no escape.
“Taeyeon, you know you want this. Stop resisting. Just. Give. In.”
She kissed her way up her neck until they were face to face. Though it was blinding in the room, Taeyeon could clearly see the craving that resided in Yuri’s eye. How much she wanted this; Taeyeon guessed quite a bit. Taeyeon though? Well she was in love with Tiffany. She loved her Tiffany more than words could ever describe. What Yuri was doing to Taeyeon changed no thought of Tiffany in her mind at all. Yet, she couldn’t say she felt nothing. Taeyeon could really pull away from Yuri’s grasp if she put in enough effort. She had won several arm wrestling contests against the girl so strength was no her issue. The fact that Taeyeon was enjoying every electric touch she received clouded her judgment with lust. Every fiber in her being told her it was wrong; to not give in. When Yuri placed her lips on hers though, it was game over. Taeyeon’s judgment officially flew out of the window on a rainy day and blew towards the busy highway street where it plastered itself n the windshield of an unknown driver of the road.
Taeyeon’s reaction was late but she pushed her own head forward to deepen the contact of their lips. They danced together to a burning rhythm of want. Taeyeon had parted her lips slightly in desperate need of air but Yuri shot her tongue deep causing Taeyeon to fail in her attempt to breathe. Taeyeon let a moan, which she had been suppressing, erupt from deep within her through her throat involuntarily. Yuri was satisfied that she had her right where she wanted her. She could feel the smaller girl quake under her.
Yuri let Taeyeon’s wrists go and brought her hand to her neck pulling her even more closer. Taeyeon’s hands wrapped around Yuri’s back and increased the closeness further. Honestly, if they pulled anymore, they would end up crushing each other from the lack of distance. Yuri had stopped her fury of kisses and made her way back down Taeyeon’s neck. Gently grazing and pulling on the sensitive skin, careful to not leave any obvious marks.
“Yuri-ah.”
Yuri smiled behind each slow suck and made a mental note of how Taeyeon sounded even more appealing in her moaning state. She chuckled at how anxious Taeyeon started to get, as she could feel the girl slowly moving her lower half up and down against her thigh. And she didn’t want this, she thought.
“Yuri-ah wha-a-t a-a-abo- oh god -Si-i-ica?”
Yuri trailed her hand under Taeyeon’s shirt and up to the two hidden mounds. She gently squeezed it behind the fabric and saw the whites of Taeyeon’s eyes as they rolled back.
“What Sica doesn’t know won’t hurt her. Same goes for Tiffany.”
Taeyeon’s eyes shot back open at the sound of her name. This was wrong. She was hurting Tiffany. Taeyeon attempted to push Yuri off of her but for some reason she couldn’t. Maybe she was having an off day, or maybe the day was just really playing in Yuri’s favor. Whatever the case, Yuri was able to overpower the girl. She had lifted Taeyeon to the air and slammed her against the wall. She popped the buttons on Taeyeon’s blouse open and nuzzled her face in between; licking in between the fabric that trapped the two beautiful jewels before her.
Taeyeon’s mind was clouded with lust. She wrapped her legs around the taller girl’s waist and ran her fingers through the long dark hair. She felt Yuri nip at her skin and she needed more.
“Yuri-ah, please.”
“Mmm please what Taeyeon?” Every word breathed against her skin. Wet from the trails left by Yuri’s tongue, Taeyeon shivered at each word.
“P-pl-ea-se.” The only thing she could muster out of her mouth. Vocabulary gone and the ability to make coherent sentences was gone as well. She was an utter mess under the girl’s spell. Hearing the desperation in her voice, Yuri carried Taeyeon to the counter in the room, tripping over her every step though. Darkness can really be overwhelming sometimes.
Taeyeon had her legs locked tightly around Yuri’s waist still and began her own assault on Yuri’s neck. Biting a little too hard on her pulse point, Yuri let out a loud hiss followed by and warming moan. Taeyeon began to run her tongue along the mark in efforts to sooth the pinch and was rewarded to the throaty sighs that escaped the girl’s lips. Taeyeon grabbed either side of Yuri’s face and pulled her into a kiss; her tongue making its way in Yuri’s mouth to explore and taste every wall. Yuri tried to overpower the girl but try as she might, Taeyeon was winning this war.
The heated lip lock went on for quite some time; maybe two or three minutes in reality, but hours upon hours in their world. Yuri’s hands made their way to open the last few buttons on Taeyeon’s shirt and Taeyeon began pulling on Yuri’s for it to go over her head. Everything was pure in their world. Nothing else existed at that moment.
But reality can come around and be a real bitch.
The darkness that pooled over the two girls began to hiss in protest as it was starting to deteriorate. Light had begun to break the secrecy and expose the truth that was in the room.
“Taetae are you in her-“
She stopped at the sight in front of her. Yuri clutching the bottom of Taeyeon’s now fully opened shirt, hair windswept, and what she could make out to be a tiny red mark on her neck that was sure to deepen in colour. Taeyeon, whose hands were under Yuri’s shirt groped on Yuri’s bosom, legs clinging for dear life on a waist that wasn’t hers, lips slightly swollen. Eye’s filled with fear and expressions that showed worry. Breathes were held and erratic heartbeats overwhelmed the atmosphere.
“Tiffany,” they both uttered in unison.
They were caught; they were dead. No one moved. Time had stopped. Someone needed to break the tension otherwise heads would explode. Tiffany took a few more glances between the two and put her head down just slightly.
“We perform in ten minutes.”
With that, Tiffany left the room leaving the two girls stunned. The darkness came over and surrounded the two again. This time though. The lust and desire it filled them with before was nothing but hollow guilt and emptiness. The spark that was their earlier died out completely. Taeyeon unhooked her legs from Yuri and began to fix her shirt. She had to redo the buttons a few times before finally lining them correctly in the dark. Yuri ran her fingers through her hair in order to restore its straight glory it once held. Taeyeon plopped off the counter and headed for the door with Yuri at her heels.
“Taeyeon, I’m sorry. I shoudn’t-“
“Not your fault Yul. I didn’t try and stop it. I’m no better.”
“We should go.”
The two girls left opened the door, blinded by the light that they needed to be re-acquainted with.
Yuri felt the betrayal begin to eat its way into her. She always had a thing for Taeyeon and who wouldn’t? The fun sized leader was stunning in every way from her looks to her heart. She always felt jealous that Tiffany had snagged such a catch but they did look perfect together. Jessica will always be the love of Yuri’s life, but seeing the glint in Taeyeon’s eyes as she stared at Tiffany when their stage rehearsal was over, some primal instinct in her snapped. She didn’t know why but her urge couldn’t be contained any longer. She cursed her mentality and snagged the leader before she made it back to the dressing room when they left the stage. Taeyeon’s confusion read clear as day on her face but Yuri’s overpowering sensation in the pit of her stomach took over. She flung her into the darkness and began to take what she had wanted. She almost had it, until she was brought to reality. Now, the feelings for Taeyeon dispersed and all she could think about was the one person who really truly mattered to her in the world. Jessica.
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