Scars of the Heart
A/N: This is a love/hate poem. I feel like I didn't fully commit to it cause I wrote one or two lines and then stopped. And the cycle just kept repeating until it was done. -sigh- but, it's a poem of mine none the less, and like i said, "love/hate" feeling for it. So I kinda do like it I just wished I could have just sat down, undisturbed, and written it. Oh well. Leave your comments if you;d like and Enjoy ^^!~
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I’ve never felt such power.
Such strength,
I never would have thought it would bestow itself on me.
Every pulsating beat,
Immensely greater than the last.
Every flame that seemed to light,
Scorched until it burned through.
Every slight glance,
And minuscule touch,
Sent a shockwave of electricity throughout my spirit.
Only with you would this strength overcome me.
It became addictive;
My drug of choice,
Who’s habit I could never kick.
Without warning,
What would seem impossible,
Power was overcome by power.
What was once pure bliss,
Turned to destructive torment.
A punch to the face,
A blow to the gut,
A stab through the heart.
This new power wants to see a struggle,
Hear the cries,
And feed off the pain.
Without you,
I can’t break away from this strength,
That pins me down,
And watches me suffer.
Scars that would never fade,
Bruise upon bruise blackening my ego,
Wounds that will never heal;
It’s all I’m left with.
The once beautifully addicting power that I once felt,
Will be imbedded in my memories forever.
And this bitter torturing strength that binds me now,
Will be a constant reminder,
Of what once was.