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I can't do this alone anymore, I can't leave it alone, I need to recruit some help. So that is what I will do tomorrow. I'm sick of being frustrated and angry about things that I don't completely understand why they are happening. Maybe when I speak out tomorrow I will come to understand better.
I think I should say sorry to those who I may hurt, but I can't right now. Maybe it's because you've caused me too much unneeded stress and most of that is my fault. Yet I can't apologize for something that I haven't caused.
I doubt that anyone is going to understand what this entry means, because I barely do; I'm not sure I care. I just need to do this because all that is happening is keeping me from doing what I promised myself I would do, and keeping me from seeing people because of what they symbolize right now in my life.
Good Night
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I think I should say sorry to those who I may hurt, but I can't right now. Maybe it's because you've caused me too much unneeded stress and most of that is my fault. Yet I can't apologize for something that I haven't caused.
I doubt that anyone is going to understand what this entry means, because I barely do; I'm not sure I care. I just need to do this because all that is happening is keeping me from doing what I promised myself I would do, and keeping me from seeing people because of what they symbolize right now in my life.
Good Night
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