May 23, 2006 15:50
The hardest thing is letting go
& maybe kirk is right
I can not make a boy want me back if they dont feel the same anymore
so as of now I am through tying to fight for someone or something that is there
b/c I am tired of the mixed messages and all that crap .....
The only thing I wish is that YOU would have told me how you felt fromt he beginging instead of acting like you cared.
Maybe You like to be ran after and not caught .. but wuteva it is I am not sure if I can do it anymore .
I understand now , I get it , Your friends ont have to tell me or give me weerd looks
I know its over for good . I know you dont want to be with me . I know I am not what you want anymore . I knw bf with benefits is also not good for us .
However, I still feel the same as I did before. My feelings have always remained the same and were clear . I hope you know that. The truth is I do miss you , the truth is I do wnat you bakc the truth is this will not happena nd I am coming to terms with this.