it's Kind of a tree????
Well,...I haven't gotten to the point of tiredness where I know once I hit the pillow I'll be out. So I went down stairs to have a cigarette and my mum called me over to the dinning room. There in the corner next to the air conditioner where normally my mum's slightly bigger fake christmas tree would be was Dave's slightly smaller one. All that came to my head was that "It's Kind-of-a-tree" It pretty much looks like a top quarter portion of a regular size tree. I mean It's nice, my mum put white lights on it, which I prefer over colored and she put some silver and red bulbs on it, accompanied by ribbons. Dave just thought that I'm still living here for christmas, that I should have a tree up. Which is nice of him, It's just that this tree isn't the same as the much, much, larger ones we used to get when my mum and dad were together. The last real tree we had here was the year following their divorce. Let me tell you, it was a pain in the ass to put up, it was a four man, all night operation. It fell like 2 or 3 times before we got it up right. I thought for about a week following putting up the damn thing that none of us, Dan, Jeannette, my mum, and I would ever talk to each other ever again. Dan and I, or Jeannette and I holding it there for hours while the other two would be trying to fling lights on it that would work and stay on. After all that though I still miss having the real thing, I know when I get older I may have a small one for like a dean or something, but I'll never have a fake tree being the main one in the house. I mean fake trees are nice, and easy to put up, but they don't have the smell, or even the same feel as a real tree. But It's the thought that counts and I thank Dave for the tree, it made my mum happy to have a tree up finally this year. Even if it is a half of one. Alright while I'm on here, here is the second song of the day by Papa Roach,.....
Today I saw my hero fall apart
The one who taught me to be strong
On the outside I look fine
But on the inside I am dying
My strength is overcome by pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
Now it's my time to help you out
Cause you were there when I was down
It's hard for me to see you this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me keep my drams alive
Without you how will I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
(2X)
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
Today I saw my hero fall apart
The one who taught me to be strong
On the outside I look fine
But on the inside I am dying
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
(3X)
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
Yeah
Do or Die ~ Papa Roach
Alright, I think that I'm finally ready for some sleep time. Again,..talk to everyone whenever, buh bye for now.
Today I saw my hero fall apart
The one who taught me to be strong
On the outside I look fine
But on the inside I am dying
My strength is overcome by pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
Now it's my time to help you out
Cause you were there when I was down
It's hard for me to see you this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me keep my drams alive
Without you how will I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
(2X)
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
Today I saw my hero fall apart
The one who taught me to be strong
On the outside I look fine
But on the inside I am dying
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's do or die
It's never too late
To live your life
The time is now
It's yours and mine
(3X)
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
Yeah
Do or Die ~ Papa Roach
Alright, I think that I'm finally ready for some sleep time. Again,..talk to everyone whenever, buh bye for now.