as kelsey so eloquently puts it.... "le sigh"
insanely busy the past two weeks. but now that projects, exams, and papers are completed, taken, and written, i am finally able to slow down, if only for a few minutes.
im exhausted. physically. mentally. emotionally. EXHAUSTED.
sometimes i just dont know how i keep doing it. whats the point? to get a career right? to get a career so i can spend the vast majority of my life paying for the education required just to get the career. meanwhile, i run myself to exhaustion and i have no social life. this sucks man.
meanwhile, on the utility road behind the dorm, which curves down a hill, a semi got stuck, completely missed the road and due to the drop off, almost went down the side of the hill. this happened last night and they are still pulling it out. or at least they were 30 min ago. haha
on a much sadder note: 3 car accident at 3 yesterday on hill rd back home. out of the three cars... one: 2 people with minor injuries, two: good condition at grant medical center, and three: linda carter, math teacher at pickerington central was pronounced dead at grant medical center at 328pm. i had her my sophomore year. one of the best math teachers ive ever had, her only compition would have been huland at north. she was the best math teacher that central had period.
god.
after 3 grandfathers and a sister, you think id be "used' to this, if one could ever get used to death that is....
had a good cry last night in the shower.
also ate a whole thing of whipped buttercream icing while watching greys (nicole and bec had it one.. to soap opera-y for me), and dying nicoles hair (which looks amazing).
today were going to the tatoo parlor where bec is getting her navel repeirced and a second tatoo, and nicole is getting her first. then its off to stow for ice cream and kohls. we're rounding of the day with "man of the year" and "marie antoinette". yay!
im exhausted. physically. mentally. emotionally. EXHAUSTED.
sometimes i just dont know how i keep doing it. whats the point? to get a career right? to get a career so i can spend the vast majority of my life paying for the education required just to get the career. meanwhile, i run myself to exhaustion and i have no social life. this sucks man.
meanwhile, on the utility road behind the dorm, which curves down a hill, a semi got stuck, completely missed the road and due to the drop off, almost went down the side of the hill. this happened last night and they are still pulling it out. or at least they were 30 min ago. haha
on a much sadder note: 3 car accident at 3 yesterday on hill rd back home. out of the three cars... one: 2 people with minor injuries, two: good condition at grant medical center, and three: linda carter, math teacher at pickerington central was pronounced dead at grant medical center at 328pm. i had her my sophomore year. one of the best math teachers ive ever had, her only compition would have been huland at north. she was the best math teacher that central had period.
god.
after 3 grandfathers and a sister, you think id be "used' to this, if one could ever get used to death that is....
had a good cry last night in the shower.
also ate a whole thing of whipped buttercream icing while watching greys (nicole and bec had it one.. to soap opera-y for me), and dying nicoles hair (which looks amazing).
today were going to the tatoo parlor where bec is getting her navel repeirced and a second tatoo, and nicole is getting her first. then its off to stow for ice cream and kohls. we're rounding of the day with "man of the year" and "marie antoinette". yay!