i hate being sick.

[keybladezorz]

So, Summer's coming up soon, huh? It seems weird to think that it's gonna happen so fast, but then, I guess that's what I get for transferring in during the spring semester

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[blackstar_key]

I'll probably still be around. Can't be bothered going home when there's no one to go home to. May go back for a couple of days to put flowers on the graves, but that'll be it.

Haha, thanks. I'll pass your message onto the still-hungover swim team. They all did seriously well. I can't wait to get back to fitness and swim again next season.

[keybladezorz]

That sounds ... depressing. I'm sorry that it has to be that way for you, Riku. Really, I am. But hey, maybe we'll be able to actually meet in person sometime, huh? Hanging around campus can't be so bad.

Haha, thanks. Maybe you'll break some records next season or something.

[blackstar_key]

Nah, it's not too bad. I did it last year for a bit before I wandered off and traveled. And don't be sorry about my parents, Roxas. Things are the way they are for a reason. Though I'm pretty sure that's the token response someone's meant to give when they don't want to think about their dead loved ones...

I've held a couple of speed records in competition before. I think it's the only reason Coach puts up with my crap, or else I'm sure he'd drop me! But yeah, man, we need to meet up. Go do lunch or something.

[keybladezorz]

Alright, well ... If you don't want to think about it, I won't say anything else. But if you do ever find yourself wanting to talk or anything ... you know, I'm willing to listen.

Really? Nice! And yeah, I definitely agree. It seems weird to think that I've never actually seen you walking around campus or anything.

[blackstar_key]

Thanks a lot, Roxas. That means a lot. I don't think anyone has really offered to talk to me about it seriously before... with Mother's Day coming up, I'm gonna be working overtime not to turn into this horrible puddle of emo. Either than or I'll just declare myself dead for the day.

Right now, I'm shut in working on projects, so I haven't been out much. Otherwise, I'm having a minor panic attack cos my court date is tomorrow and I get to find out what they're going to do with my murdering ass... yay... [/sarcasm]

[keybladezorz]

Really? Huh, well, yeah... If you need somewhere to go instead of declaring yourself dead for the day, I'm sure I'll be doing absolutely nothing. I'm not a big fan of the holiday, myself.

Yeah, I know how that goes. The projects, that is. But uh .. you have a court date? May I ask what for?

[blackstar_key]

I tend to get very grumpy and introverted on Mother's Day. I'm just emotionally retarded, to be honest... but yeah, I think I'll come find you. Sounds better than sulking by myself.

Uh, you know, usual stuff: shooting at people, actually shooting people, causing general mayhem around town, orchestrating a gang war... though, apparently, I have the insanity plea in my arsenal... so I may get off easy on a diagnosed mental instability. I'd rather do community service or something than go back to prison...

[keybladezorz]

Yeah, I think I'm kind of emotionally retarded too. We can be emotionally retarded together. I'm usually always in my dorm room.

Oh, wow. Really? And you've been to prison before? It definitely sounds like there are a lot of things about you that I don't know, huh?

[blackstar_key]

I like the sound of that. Just gather up all the emotional morons and see how we do. I'll come track you down sometime. Preferably when my heart rate is normal.

Yeah, I was in prison not too long ago. Before then, I was being held in a mental hospital. I've got manic depression, among other things, apparently. But I stopped taking the anti-depressants, because they just made me even more depressed. I actually feel better now.

[keybladezorz]

Hah, that would certainly make for an interesting time, wouldn't it? Alright, just knock or something first. I don't want to suffer a heart attack from someone coming into my room. I usually don't lock the door, so, it's happened once or twice.

Interesting ... Well, I've heard that those medicines can really mess you up. So, if you're feeling better now, than all I can say is keep doing whatever it is that you're doing.

[blackstar_key]

I usually knock before going into someone else's room, so don't worry. It's Demyx who never knocks... you could be in the shower and he'll just barge in like it's the most natural thing ever. The man has no shame... -__-

I don't get monitored for the anti-depressants. The anti-psychotic medication I'm on, though, I get checked for. They make sure I take it. Not like it actually helps or anything, but I'll humour them...

[keybladezorz]

Well, that's a good thing. About you knocking, I mean. Then again, having no shame could be a good thing too, depending on the situation...

Anti psychotic? They have medicine for that? I didn't know that ...

[blackstar_key]

You see, with me, I don't mind Demyx walking in without knocking, because I'm used to it and he's seen me naked so I'm cool with that. Just have to teach him to be a little more courteous of other people...

Neither did I until they threw it at me. They're pink pills, which is just fabulous...

[keybladezorz]

Haha, yeah. I doubt a total stranger or something would take very kindly to something like that ...

Pink pills? Gross. That definitely does not sound like fun ..

[blackstar_key]

He used to do that back before we got together and it used to piss me off so much! He'd just walk into the bathroom while I was showering and start doing his hair or something. Sure, there are communal showers in the locker room in the pool house, but still!

They aren't fun... they're neon pink and pretty big... I take them begrudgingly every day...

[keybladezorz]

Haha, well that's one good thing about not having a roommate, I guess. I just get all the space to myself, unless I get reassigned or something. Who knows?

That ... that is kind of disgusting, actually. I hate medicine.