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Basic Profile
Name: Kirby
Nickname(s): Rukia, Ruki, Kirb, Kirbince, Angel, Usa, Bunny, Bunneh, Hime, Princess. things like that >>
Age: 21
Zodiac sign(s): Tauras
Personality
Strengths: Lets see. I'm very caring (almost to a fault) I'm probably what could be considered the worlds biggest doormat because I care so much about people and their feelings. Uhm uhm uhm uhm That's also probably a weakness so >> I will always find a way or a reason to love someone. No matter how they treat me. >> Apparently I'm lovable and that's a strong point >> *eyes her Nii-san who was helping her fill this out* XD Apparently I'm strong, though I don't see how people could say that about me because alot of times I'm curled up in a ball crying >< But most of the times I put my troubles aside the best I can to help others through their own problems. I'm loyal to a fault. >> Seriously. You could be my worst enemy and I couldn't find it in me to hate you because I just don't have the heart to hate people. (Personally I think it's a curse but some people find it to be a good thing >>) No matter what I never give up. If someone is upset about something, I will stay by their side as long as I can until they are better. ANNNND I'm always hopeful for something better. >>
Weaknesses: Well there's the Door mat factor. I have been walked over alot in my past. I'm also the type that if I think there's a possiblity that I might hurt you I'll push you as far away from me as I can (I dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing >> Because sometimes it hurts people ... ) I'm not particularily strong willed(but some people like to tell me they think I am), I'm terrified of Thunder and Lightening. And most of all? I never can hold a grudge against someone but I will always be afraid that they can hurt me so there will always be a shadow of a doubt in my mind that they can hurt me. And I have a hard time making and trusting friends. Probably because of all that stuff up there *points to it* But I always just have this worry that something will go wrong and I dunno. I'm also like... I cry. Alot. >> Enough said >< While I'm thinking about it >> I have abandonment issues as well.
Likes: I enjoy music, it can range from classical to country (but I only listen to country when I'm really depressed about something and need a outlet), Let's see.. I enjoy writing, spending time with my Nakama, making a difference in peoples lives, having meaning, enjoying the moment.
Dislikes: Illspirited people, Anyone who tries to harm my Nakama, pointless fighting, I hate it when people I really care about are in pain.
Hobbies/Talents: I sing alot, I think that the reason I sing is because I need something to channel alot of my energy into and since I don't always draw or write or something like that I just put my energy into singing because things just seem to come out clearer in vocal words when your upset about something or something like that >> I also enjoy writing It's also a good outlet. XD
Dreams or Goals: You know I've never answered this question in a rating community before. *laughs nervously* I suppose my true dream is to meet up with Nakama and live out the rest of our lives in a big house where we can all be together and if we needed eachother we wouldn't have to talk through a phone or a computer screen we'd actually have the reassurance of physical contact.
As for my goals? I'd like to become an RNA. I know it's not very high in the medical profession. But I'd like to think realisitcally with what skills I have and don't have. And just the fact that RNA's get to go in and do little things to work with patients that makes me happy. Just to have a little contact with someone and know that I could make a difference *shrugs*
Favorites
Color: Shades of Blue, Shades of Red, Shades of Green, black, gold, pink, white.
Food: I enjoy salads <33
Animal: Honestly? I think either a crow or a ren because they just seem so free up in the air
Season: This is really hard. I have a love for all the seasons for different reasons. Like I enjoy that in the Summer time the colors are so much brighter and the weather is warmer. But in the Fall the colors become warmer and are much more welcoming. In the winter the snow has an almost purifying effect to it, and the spring the rain washes away all the sorrows from the air.
Environment or Place: I enjoy my bedroom, but if I have to go somewhere else I think I'd like to be at the lake. With the sand between my toes. I don't know it just creates this feeling withinside me.
Least Favorites
Color: Puke green >> I dunno XD I don't really have a least favorite when you think about it life is too short to not like anything.
Food: SWEETS >> they are bad for you >>
Animal: .. ;_; How can you not like animals?
Season: Like I said before I have likes and dislikes for each season so. >> In the summer I don't like the storms... T_T In the fall and winter I don't like the cool/colder weather, and in the fall I don't like the floods >>
Environment or Place: THE MALL ... >> Or anywhere crowded.. >> People scare me... and I'm literally social phobic. >>
This or That
Optimistic or Pessimistic: I'm middle of the road. But really I think it depends on the situation. >>
Outgoing or Shy: I'm pretty reserved so I'm going to say shy. But once I get to know people I'll open up and be more outgoing with the people that I know.
Mture or Immature: Well... If something happens that I don't like I'll be pretty immature about it. But I'm mature in the way that I know there's a time and a place for things.
Leader or Follower: Hmm. I'm kinda a something inbetween a leader and a follower. Like.. >> I take turns. Some days I'll have the strangth to lead but some days I'll need a break so I'll follow. But I never do just one or the other. So I guess this is hard to answer XD
Impuslive or Cautious: Both XD I can be pretty cautious in that I'll sit and think through the details of every desision but at the same time I'm impulsive in the fact that I'll accept just about anything at the same time. >< God I so contridict myself. I'm a walking contridition!
Related Questions
Who is your favorite KEY character and why?: Hmm.. Probably Mizusu >> Because... She's really sweet. XD And I just I dunno. something about her is really special to me <33
If you were granted with one wish, what will you wish for?: That's a hard one. But I think I already know what I'd wish for. I'd wish that everyone around me never felt any emotional pain. and if I couldn't have that then that I could bare it all for them.(their pain XD) *shrugs* ><
You realize that you will die in the next 24 hours, what will you do during your remaining time?: I would spend it with the people I care most about. And make sure that I had no regrets about leaving this world behind.
What do your friends and family mean to you?: Friends and Family = The world. I realize that I don't have many friends because I have a hard time getting friends and keeping them because I push people away or I cling to much because of my abandonment issues but... *shrugs* I do my best with what I have and I keep them as close to me as I can and I love them the best way I know how.