Sep 15, 2005 19:50
so its not like i even had a horrible day, school was fine, and i got the mvp along with em and kelly at f.h.
but i fucking hate so many things right now that its my turn to vent like crazy.
first of all, i hate the girls soccer team. both of them. with the exception of alayna and francesca, maybe a few others. the rest of you are either bitches, whores, weirdos, or waaaay too over confident. you treat us like were shit. when was the last time you made it passed semis??? you sweat the guys teams balls, and im sure they like you back. good for you, go suck a dick, and never tell me to get off MY TEAMS BUS THAT PICKED YOU UP TO BE NICE AGAIN. ITS NTO YOUR FUCKING BUS ASSHOLE....YOU FUCKING PRACTICE ON THE FUCKING TURF....YOU DONT HAVE A FUCKING BUS. STFU YOU WHORES....oh and maybe consider sharing some seats with the fucking jv team, or maybe your too cool for that, so theyre all either standing or sitting 4 to a seat, WHILE YOU FUCKING HAVE YOUR OWWN.
second of all, i hate how superficial our school is. if someones not pretty, they OBVIOUSLY couldnt have a good personality. if a guy isnt hot, you treat him like shit.
all of the sophmores and juniors hit on the freshman because they dont see WHAT THEY HAVE SITTING WITH THEM.
the freshman wouldnt give a damn about you if you were in their grade assholes. theyre skanky, and all they want is to tell everyone they have an older boyfriend. guys know they can get some from a 14 year old.
freshman girls, are hoes that try to hard. you have your own guys, flirt with ours around may maybe. you look like sluts, and your too easy.
youll have no upperclassmen girl friends, and youll end up burnt. look at leah. shes lost so many friends.
i hate how i get annoyed with people so easily, with the exception of VERY few.
i hate my parents, or living with them.
i hate not talking to my brother ever. i miss him.
i hate the school bus. i hate my spanish class.
i hate that i lost people i care about in the same week. i hate how our school has no respect for field hockey, even if i dont like it. i shouldnt get crap for playing it.
i hate leigh's drama.
i hate caitlin and matt not together anymore. theres no hope for the rest of us after that one.
i hate ALOT of stuff i did over the summer, but i hate missing the summer.
i hate my neighbor, or maybe not him, but what he does now and what happened with us.
i hate being judged on that.
i hate the certain people can get to me soo easily, because i do care about them and their opinions.
i hate that kennys marriage didnt work out, and how everyone thinks its sooo good. yeah, like you really wish divorce on people you love.
so im emo- ed out. and im sure i sound like the biggest bitch ever, felt good to get out like 4 months worth of problems.
rip---caitlin and matt <3 i love you guys....
kenny and renee