A poem called truth
Truth
Lying: the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off!
we cant be friends because im still in love with u.
have u ever had a dream u could forget but tried so hard to get rid of it: its called life
Youre my little secret and thats how we should keep it
I long for things have i choose not to obtain because i love the fact that i am depressed as long as i am depressed, i can believe myself to be a victim of life and thereby never live or enjoy life.
Im stuck in this endless cycle. I'm in love with being in love and i cant help it everything i think or do is negetive and while i know it i can go for long periods of time ignoring it.
I am failing out of school not because im not smart but because i am afraid to take action. It is easier for me to allow someone else to decisions and then bitch on them later. I say i am decisive but i cant make a decision. I say I am unique when i am normal. I pretend to extraordinary when i am simple average.
I run from everythng important and revel in the logistics. My favorite quote:IF I MUST CHOOSE BETWEEN RIGHTEOUSNESS AND PEACE, I CHOOSE RIGHTEOUSNESS" says so much about me its sad.
But how do i get out of it and away from myself
KAYCI
Lying: the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off!
we cant be friends because im still in love with u.
have u ever had a dream u could forget but tried so hard to get rid of it: its called life
Youre my little secret and thats how we should keep it
I long for things have i choose not to obtain because i love the fact that i am depressed as long as i am depressed, i can believe myself to be a victim of life and thereby never live or enjoy life.
Im stuck in this endless cycle. I'm in love with being in love and i cant help it everything i think or do is negetive and while i know it i can go for long periods of time ignoring it.
I am failing out of school not because im not smart but because i am afraid to take action. It is easier for me to allow someone else to decisions and then bitch on them later. I say i am decisive but i cant make a decision. I say I am unique when i am normal. I pretend to extraordinary when i am simple average.
I run from everythng important and revel in the logistics. My favorite quote:IF I MUST CHOOSE BETWEEN RIGHTEOUSNESS AND PEACE, I CHOOSE RIGHTEOUSNESS" says so much about me its sad.
But how do i get out of it and away from myself
KAYCI