August 24thkey2destinySeptember 13 2010, 21:36:08 UTC
August 24th
Okay so I'm not really used to keeping a journal. Usually that was Jiminy's job and I kinda wish he was here now to keep one for me. Not that I'm objecting or anything to writing one but...he's better at seeing everything that's going on around us and I think it'd be useful in the reason why I'm picking up the habit.
So last night when Riku talked about what the Organization did I knew he was keeping stuff to himself. I was caught between wanting to know every little thing and not knowing anything at all. Riku's refusal to say anything on it though was what kept me from asking. Then his comment on how the Darkness here is changing us all was what inspired me to keep track of myself and thoughts.
I was okay when he said that he wasn't going to room with anyone...but then he said he was considering some guy named Allen to have live with him and I dunno - I got upset. Okay, I know we talked about rooming together and how I really liked my apartment but I'd give it up to live with Riku in a heartbeat. It's just an apartment.
There was...something weird in that moment when I turned away from everyone else, not sure what it was but I'm not gonna ignore it.
Maybe I should try to open the door to light like Riku told me I made once in the future and see if maybe that'll balance out what this place is doing to me.
Okay so I'm not really used to keeping a journal. Usually that was Jiminy's job and I kinda wish he was here now to keep one for me. Not that I'm objecting or anything to writing one but...he's better at seeing everything that's going on around us and I think it'd be useful in the reason why I'm picking up the habit.
So last night when Riku talked about what the Organization did I knew he was keeping stuff to himself. I was caught between wanting to know every little thing and not knowing anything at all. Riku's refusal to say anything on it though was what kept me from asking. Then his comment on how the Darkness here is changing us all was what inspired me to keep track of myself and thoughts.
I was okay when he said that he wasn't going to room with anyone...but then he said he was considering some guy named Allen to have live with him and I dunno - I got upset. Okay, I know we talked about rooming together and how I really liked my apartment but I'd give it up to live with Riku in a heartbeat. It's just an apartment.
There was...something weird in that moment when I turned away from everyone else, not sure what it was but I'm not gonna ignore it.
Maybe I should try to open the door to light like Riku told me I made once in the future and see if maybe that'll balance out what this place is doing to me.
Right! Secret mission DTL is starting now!
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