Written on the inside cover: Journal Entries for Siren's Port By: Sora
OOC NOTE: This is an In Character journal Sora's decided to keep. He is writing it by hand and this journal goes wherever he goes so there's no way someone can find it unless they beat it out of him.
August 24thkey2destinySeptember 13 2010, 21:36:08 UTC
August 24th
Okay so I'm not really used to keeping a journal. Usually that was Jiminy's job and I kinda wish he was here now to keep one for me. Not that I'm objecting or anything to writing one but...he's better at seeing everything that's going on around us and I think it'd be useful in the reason why I'm picking up the habit.
So last night when Riku talked about what the Organization did I knew he was keeping stuff to himself. I was caught between wanting to know every little thing and not knowing anything at all. Riku's refusal to say anything on it though was what kept me from asking. Then his comment on how the Darkness here is changing us all was what inspired me to keep track of myself and thoughts.
I was okay when he said that he wasn't going to room with anyone...but then he said he was considering some guy named Allen to have live with him and I dunno - I got upset. Okay, I know we talked about rooming together and how I really liked my apartment but I'd give it up to live with Riku in a heartbeat. It's just an apartment.
There was...something weird in that moment when I turned away from everyone else, not sure what it was but I'm not gonna ignore it.
Maybe I should try to open the door to light like Riku told me I made once in the future and see if maybe that'll balance out what this place is doing to me.
September 4thkey2destinySeptember 13 2010, 21:36:45 UTC
September 4th
I've been busy lately...between two jobs, going to the hospital, training Hikaru, exploring the city, the Night Watch and of course working on the DTL. Been so busy that I completely forgot about the film festival. Guess it's too late to work on it now. Oh well, I returned the equipment weeks ago when I started looking for Riku anyway. It wasn't anywhere near important enough to choose it over Riku. Still been no response from Laguna which I guess means he went back to his world. Maybe I should ask around if anyone's seen him.
There's been a lot of talk over the network. Doc passed his review, Cloud's gone--again, the Sephiroth replicas are running about causing trouble. I have to wonder, if Cloud's gone does that mean it's up to me to make sure they don't hurt people? Or does fall to the people from their world? I dunno - this place has got me so confused anyway. Either way I haven't talked to anybody.
Except one. He was talking about skies and wanted to know if they were the same. I guess it got me thinking...was there a point to the way the worlds were arranged? Was there similarities to before and after I restored them? Maybe worlds that lined up and when they weren't in danger didn't appear to me. So I drew the worlds out for before and after....and they didn't line up at all. And you know what I realized?
There was nowhere to put Destiny Islands!!!
I didn't know where it belonged at all because while I grew up there - I haven't even been back in two years. Maybe longer than that with my time here. When we first decided to leave the island to look for other worlds I knew it meant leaving mom behind but I also thought I'd get to go home and visit. Hm. She hasn't had a long time to miss me - not as long as I have. I mean, she was swallowed by the darkness until I restored the worlds, forgot me like everyone else did for that year and right now? She probably doesn't even know I'm gone.
Is it okay to be jealous of Riku for getting to go home? Or am I changing?
Speaking of changes I told Riku about what my new Secret Mission was - he warned me that the creatures would be more attracted to me because of it. Well I decided to test it the only way I could. Over and over again I used Explosion once Darkness fell. Of course I did this after making sure there weren't any enemies nearby. He was right. I got a bunch of the common ones. It was like being endlessly swarmed by Heartless all over again - like they were all drawn to me. The stronger I get...the stronger they'll get I guess. Suppose it could be a good thing - maybe if there's ever a big fight and I gotta draw a creature away from someone it'll come in handy. Hope they don't start breaking into my apartment though - Leon will probably move out if that happens too often.
Maybe I should invest in finding stronger Darkness-proofing stuff or finding someone who could invent something like that.
September 7thkey2destinySeptember 13 2010, 22:02:34 UTC
September 7th
So the other day I asked around about what to do about better darkness-proofing and I got various answers that I immediately went to work on.
Today I got a call from Roxas. He wanted to talk which was surprising but I left the hospital to do it. Stupid corridors popping up and scaring me...
Either way we met on this really tall building and he told me that he sometimes gets my memories. At first I was really surprised and concerned 'cuz what if he'd been getting them from all the things I did after - all the things I was doing here? Did that mean that we couldn't exist together? That was a scary thought, and kind of sad. But he told me that it was just the ones from before.
I dunno, the whole thing was a little bit confusing. Still it was nice and now I just gotta wait. I gave him that blue orb from the Struggle trophy.
Written on the inside cover:
Journal Entries for Siren's Port
By: Sora
OOC NOTE: This is an In Character journal Sora's decided to keep. He is writing it by hand and this journal goes wherever he goes so there's no way someone can find it unless they beat it out of him.
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Okay so I'm not really used to keeping a journal. Usually that was Jiminy's job and I kinda wish he was here now to keep one for me. Not that I'm objecting or anything to writing one but...he's better at seeing everything that's going on around us and I think it'd be useful in the reason why I'm picking up the habit.
So last night when Riku talked about what the Organization did I knew he was keeping stuff to himself. I was caught between wanting to know every little thing and not knowing anything at all. Riku's refusal to say anything on it though was what kept me from asking. Then his comment on how the Darkness here is changing us all was what inspired me to keep track of myself and thoughts.
I was okay when he said that he wasn't going to room with anyone...but then he said he was considering some guy named Allen to have live with him and I dunno - I got upset. Okay, I know we talked about rooming together and how I really liked my apartment but I'd give it up to live with Riku in a heartbeat. It's just an apartment.
There was...something weird in that moment when I turned away from everyone else, not sure what it was but I'm not gonna ignore it.
Maybe I should try to open the door to light like Riku told me I made once in the future and see if maybe that'll balance out what this place is doing to me.
Right! Secret mission DTL is starting now!
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I've been busy lately...between two jobs, going to the hospital, training Hikaru, exploring the city, the Night Watch and of course working on the DTL. Been so busy that I completely forgot about the film festival. Guess it's too late to work on it now. Oh well, I returned the equipment weeks ago when I started looking for Riku anyway. It wasn't anywhere near important enough to choose it over Riku. Still been no response from Laguna which I guess means he went back to his world. Maybe I should ask around if anyone's seen him.
There's been a lot of talk over the network. Doc passed his review, Cloud's gone--again, the Sephiroth replicas are running about causing trouble. I have to wonder, if Cloud's gone does that mean it's up to me to make sure they don't hurt people? Or does fall to the people from their world? I dunno - this place has got me so confused anyway. Either way I haven't talked to anybody.
Except one. He was talking about skies and wanted to know if they were the same. I guess it got me thinking...was there a point to the way the worlds were arranged? Was there similarities to before and after I restored them? Maybe worlds that lined up and when they weren't in danger didn't appear to me. So I drew the worlds out for before and after....and they didn't line up at all. And you know what I realized?
There was nowhere to put Destiny Islands!!!
I didn't know where it belonged at all because while I grew up there - I haven't even been back in two years. Maybe longer than that with my time here. When we first decided to leave the island to look for other worlds I knew it meant leaving mom behind but I also thought I'd get to go home and visit. Hm. She hasn't had a long time to miss me - not as long as I have. I mean, she was swallowed by the darkness until I restored the worlds, forgot me like everyone else did for that year and right now? She probably doesn't even know I'm gone.
Is it okay to be jealous of Riku for getting to go home? Or am I changing?
Speaking of changes I told Riku about what my new Secret Mission was - he warned me that the creatures would be more attracted to me because of it. Well I decided to test it the only way I could. Over and over again I used Explosion once Darkness fell. Of course I did this after making sure there weren't any enemies nearby. He was right. I got a bunch of the common ones. It was like being endlessly swarmed by Heartless all over again - like they were all drawn to me. The stronger I get...the stronger they'll get I guess. Suppose it could be a good thing - maybe if there's ever a big fight and I gotta draw a creature away from someone it'll come in handy. Hope they don't start breaking into my apartment though - Leon will probably move out if that happens too often.
Maybe I should invest in finding stronger Darkness-proofing stuff or finding someone who could invent something like that.
[Tucked between the pages are two pieces of folded paper.]
Oh and give a congratulations gift to Doc, Sora. Don't forget.
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So the other day I asked around about what to do about better darkness-proofing and I got various answers that I immediately went to work on.
Today I got a call from Roxas. He wanted to talk which was surprising but I left the hospital to do it. Stupid corridors popping up and scaring me...
Either way we met on this really tall building and he told me that he sometimes gets my memories. At first I was really surprised and concerned 'cuz what if he'd been getting them from all the things I did after - all the things I was doing here? Did that mean that we couldn't exist together? That was a scary thought, and kind of sad. But he told me that it was just the ones from before.
I dunno, the whole thing was a little bit confusing. Still it was nice and now I just gotta wait. I gave him that blue orb from the Struggle trophy.
You don't mind, do you?
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It's ready.
And so am I.
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Treasure hunt!!
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