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help me if im wrong here but everything is perfect and falling apart at the same time. i dont understand. my life is slowly coming together and im learning what it is like to grow up, but at the same time, im losing one of my best friends because im really not home anymore. and that kills me. it also kills me to see that she isn't happy for me, i know she is looking out for me and everything, but i am happy, and i dont get it. or maybe its because i would be the person to be excited, or at least not tell her if i didn't agree because of the situation. i just dont know what to do anymore...