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i am falling....shawna gave me good advice...take things slow, i mean im trying to, we dont really fool around, more of cuddling and usually we hang out at night and i usually just spend the night there is all, to sleep, although today he came over for lunch with rob haha we made scooby doo mac and cheese. it was fun. tonight im dog sitting so i think im gonna ask him to come over and hang out, maybe watch movies. i want to get homework done as well this weekend. so im gonna try and do that. im rambling. i really miss jill, i feel like i havent seen her in ages, even though i see ehr once a week. but still. i love that girl, and its sad that we get so close and then i leave for school. : / but other than that things are looking up. i dont rememeber half of my night last night because i got so shitty wasted. i would have been fine if i didnt take that huge drink from randy. but the night became a blur halfway at the bar. oh well. oh well shit happens