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so things are looking good. im pretty happy with the way things are going in life.
in the past i let so many things get to me and bring me down... and now its just like fuck it. whatever. i dont care.
i guess after a while you learn to overlook the stupidity of things and see on through to the good in life. && right now... theres a lot of good in my life. i have a good family who no matter what loves&supports me. a great best friend who no matter how much distance is in between... is always 100% there for me. a great guy by my side who would do anything&everything to keep me happy [he's really good at it too]. and great&amazing friends. although few have proven to be real&true friends.. the ones that are, are the absolute best. on top of that i have a great new job. skewl is ok. and everything else is just falling into place. i guess i really have finally grown up. its safe to say that im ok with that. im not scared like i used to be. im learning to adapt to the new and challenging responsibilities that come with adulthood. and i think im doing just fine. i guess im ready for the next steps... they seem promising and exciting and i just can't wait. i've forgiven, forgotten, moved on , learned, and grown from all the past experiences and drama and all that other extra and unneccessary load of crap that seems to come along. ive let go of those unworthy people who no matter what aren't any good. those people who i just didn't need or want in my life... whether they were family or not. sometimes you just have to let go and move forth. ive held on to those worthy of being held on to. and frankly theyre all i need to get by.
and for those wondering where the hell all these random thoughts came from... well... they came from me trying to figure out what to get everyone for christmas.... i pretty much have an idea except for of course danny & wifey. the two i put most thought into. i already know what im getting jess. and well... jim for sure i already know. and my dad is an easy one this year. so is my mom. and everyone else is pretty much done with. well guess thats a.l.l. for now.
letare peeps! :)
in the past i let so many things get to me and bring me down... and now its just like fuck it. whatever. i dont care.
i guess after a while you learn to overlook the stupidity of things and see on through to the good in life. && right now... theres a lot of good in my life. i have a good family who no matter what loves&supports me. a great best friend who no matter how much distance is in between... is always 100% there for me. a great guy by my side who would do anything&everything to keep me happy [he's really good at it too]. and great&amazing friends. although few have proven to be real&true friends.. the ones that are, are the absolute best. on top of that i have a great new job. skewl is ok. and everything else is just falling into place. i guess i really have finally grown up. its safe to say that im ok with that. im not scared like i used to be. im learning to adapt to the new and challenging responsibilities that come with adulthood. and i think im doing just fine. i guess im ready for the next steps... they seem promising and exciting and i just can't wait. i've forgiven, forgotten, moved on , learned, and grown from all the past experiences and drama and all that other extra and unneccessary load of crap that seems to come along. ive let go of those unworthy people who no matter what aren't any good. those people who i just didn't need or want in my life... whether they were family or not. sometimes you just have to let go and move forth. ive held on to those worthy of being held on to. and frankly theyre all i need to get by.
and for those wondering where the hell all these random thoughts came from... well... they came from me trying to figure out what to get everyone for christmas.... i pretty much have an idea except for of course danny & wifey. the two i put most thought into. i already know what im getting jess. and well... jim for sure i already know. and my dad is an easy one this year. so is my mom. and everyone else is pretty much done with. well guess thats a.l.l. for now.
letare peeps! :)