SIGH

[kewljay]

It's been a long day. I just don't even want to face the embarassment of my day. I just wanna hide under a big rock for the rest of my life. I really hate Pre-Cal and that stupid English Class. I can kinda deal with karate' because it's only 1 night a week for 90 mins. On the other hand that old grouch Charlotte is not going to be there on Thursday. You know that's why I'm failing cause she can't teach and she never comes to class. I just wanna tell her it's HER fault. I'm actually trying. I do my homework and try to understand when she goes over it but no she doesn't care about me. She just wants me to fail and wants to laugh at me and go HAHA you're stupid and you're failing and going to have to take it again. NO! I'm not going to take it again and NO! I'm not going to fail anymore! I'm going to have a positive outlook and I'm going to take that stupid test again Thursday and I WILL pass it! Ugh now getting on the English soap box let me tell ya what happend today. She comes in and puts on this stupid movie, the best one she has, and it sucks. She then lets us finish it and she's like your papers are due on Tuesday and I'm just like yeah I know that. BUT I was told tonight we have a MID Term. I'm like oh Dear. I haven't even read half of that crap. I'm screwed people. It's Tuesday! UGh! I really wish I would've changed my major. Why couldn't I be a water plant operator? Why couldn't I be a friggin librarian? something that doesn't require math, english, or anything with losers who can't teach. I think that's one reason why I decided to go for the teaching job because most of the teachers I've had CAN'T and I want to teach people not just sit on my big butt and say here it is DO it! I guess my time for tonight is just about up. Please pray for me that I'll pass this stupid retake. I'm beggin you please pray for me that I can do this. I can't afford to take this over. I'm dying in here and I need help. I can't just sit back and fail because of someones stupidity. I just can't throw my hands up in the air like I did in Math 3. Oh well. I'm done for today. God Bless you and remember Mary and Jesus loves you and I do too. Much love,
Jay

Okay I know lots of you write poetry and I thought I would write one about Mary, Mother of God so I thought what the heck I will post it. Tell me what you think. Sometimes I think I'm Catholic so it's all good it's Called "MARY"Hail Mary full of Grace
How I'd love to see your beautiful face
Mother of God
I'd love to see you nod.
You are sweet and loving
not rude and shoving!
Mary you are a saint
and I will worship you til I'm told I can't!
You are worthy of praise
for all of the days!